i am a very happy person today,
i finally bought another pair of charles&keith shoes :)

today's monday, i'm back from studying with jia.
i finally got to know organic chemistry much better, now it would make a better friend.

on the other hand, i've been viewing blogs and profiles and i realise many people have either turned sixteen or are going to turn sixteen soon. and my birthday's only in the last month of the year, on the 18th :(

today's been a really bad day, damnit :(

my mum can bitch too. oh my gosh, how cool.
okay so anyway my mum has been talking to me about my guy friends the entire weekend, how fascinating :/

(thats all for now, seeeyahhhhhh!)

there's a limit to how much people can say,
it's easy to say "i've given up"
but it's hard to put it into action.




pictures for founders soon,
check friendster if you're that eager to see them.(:

angsty angsty angsty, damn it.

bitch.









Through open eyes I sense a feeling painted black that lines your heart
It's bleeding through just like the colours that I've seen right from the start
And if I had the choice to do this all again
Would you be inclined to notice it or would just pretend?

i liked today, it was pretty much slack.

i'm so glad we had that talk and cleared everything, i feel really empty right now :)
when boys get involved, it messes the entire situation up.
"friends are forever, boys are whatever", i said that in a really funny way today after school which made grace eunice and sonya laugh.

i wonder how many people aren't attending school tomorrow, i'm going to leave class at 11 so there're no lessons the entire day for me tomorrow :)

this entire week's so slack, i don't want it to end.
prelims are in (i have no idea how many) days, gosh make me study someone.
i feel the urgency to divorce my computer.

had lunch with grace and eunice, before pammy char and shan joined me at guthrie.
i was alone after grace and eunice left to get eunice's dress for wednesday.
finished two amath worksheets, and i'm left with the matrices + perm&comb one.
HAHAHAHAHAHA "perm&comb".

nine more minutes to the 9 o'clock chinese show, oh my sunday.
last episode :)
sometimes i wish i could switch bodies with someone close to me and experience how his/her life is like everyday.
hehehehe this sounds damn ridiculous i know but just a thought i wanna share :)

i found out a whole lot more last night,
oh yeah so who the hell is she?





"but mostly, i hate the way i don't hate you, not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all."

sometimes blogger doesn't publish my post, how frustrating.

unproductive day, i must study a chapter of history later, i am going to start at 9.

this week's going to be pretty slack.
founders and c div.
after that, it's down to hardcore studying.
prelims are in three weeks,
and i'm not proud to say that i have been studying every single day.



you totally spoilt my entire day, like what the hell?
stop pretending to be someone you can't be.

you're taking me on this long rollarcoaster, i don't know when it's gonna end.

last night was hell yeah, FUN(: (without you,of course)

bob was kinda boring, but it was fun at the last part, for some reason.
supper with pammy shanise jocelyn thanaan luke and hannah.
everything = fun.


next event, founders founders founders!:D

to start off today's post, i need to tell the world that my cool friend is 190 cm tall. like oh my gosh, he's so tall.

secondly, congrats to denise and genevieve!and to the rest of the c div, you guys did a fantastic job today!continue to do the school proud!:)

i find it rather stupid to return to school for the last two periods, but so anyway we did and it was kinda slack. my days are so mundane, i need a life.

prelims are in oh my gosh, 25 days :(

tomorrow's friday. i'm so sick of school.









i hate the fact that you're so oblivious.

i am really proud of myself, one chapter of history. i finished one amath worksheet, now i'm gonna sleep early and hopefully wake up early enough to read through Macbeth.

school's been pretty fun, i guess. free periods because of chinese(:
i'm going to study so hard that i'll only come online after 10 every day, exclude weekends.
i'm really really afraid for prelims, ahhhhhhhh and then after prelims, one more month to OH MY SUNDAY O LEVELS :(








sometimes i really wish i could help,
but you just aren't letting me in
no matter how hard i try.

my thursdays are beginning to be really really special, i have no idea why.

okay before i start on anything else, here's a personal message to MISSY'S MISSY!:D
I AM REALLY REALLY REALLY SORRY PAMMMY, DON'T BE PISSED AT ME ANYMORE PLEASEEE?!(:

history test today sucked,
there's amath test tomorrow on differentiation and integration, so maybe i should sleep early and wake up early and study.

i need more sleep, to get rid of those "eye bags".
cucumber and tomatoes could help too(:

prelims are in omg four weeks, and i'm not even halfway through revision.
i will divorce my computer soon, i know i said that a few weeks ago
but i need to put my words into action starting from this week!

tomorrow's friday, once again.
FOUR MORE MONTHS TO O LEVELS!

i just had a pretty deep and cool conversation with (you wouldn't be able to guess who).

omg whatever we talked about is so so so true.
enjoy secondary school life, and the company of your friends.
because you wouldn't know what the future's gonna be like,
i'm gonna miss all my friends if they were to be in different schoools.

for some reason, i fell asleep in almost every lesson today.
i have no idea why i was so tired, i just was.
i tried not to sleep, but i did in the end.

4 more weeks to prelims,
someone please, make me study.
(at a faster pace, of course)
because at the rate i'm going, i'm not going to be able to cover the syllabus.

i don't wanna promise anyone that i wouldn't go out anymore,
cause i know i'm going to break it.
someone shoot me please :/
july's a busy and fun month
so by august,
i'll stop going out.
i promise(:

i hate the way you're so damn sociable, you don't care about the people around you.

you think everything's perfectly fine, but it's not.

today hasn't been a very productive day.
mummy sent me to the foot of the hill after tuition today, and i walked up the hill to pammy's house.
studied two pages of bio by the pool, it was so fun.
i love talks with pammy wammy, so fun.

one day, i'm going to tan there,
i love that place.
it has a playground and a pool.
the pool has a slide and the playground has a swing.

from today onwards, i'm going to study hard.
and i hope i really do cause i want a lot of stuff.
just came home from grands and i was talking to my auntie and uncle about my future,
and hell omg i need to work damn hard.
i want to drive a S class
and live in hawaii after retiring,
tanning by the beach every day.

i need a rich husband, oh my sunday.
i can't wait for the future honestly.
but then again, if i slack now, and don't study,
i'm going to end up being a toilet cleaner.

i like to plan my future,
but i hate the fact that i need to pay a price for it.
i'm going to study bio tonight!(:







And this drama filled fest it's all my fault I guess.
But you told me pretending's for the best.
And I held down as far as I could go.
Do you miss me I'd really like to know,
You're left with a feeling I let go.
You're left with a feeling I let go,
You are just a feeling I let go.

i've been really happy the entire week,i wonder why(:

tomorrow's friday friday friday!
so that means,
SHOPPPINNNGGG!

hello everyone!(:
i actually like the song taugay sent to me and and also the ping pong song.

ahh i'm a really happy girl right now,
just because.

my social life's at night, how cool can that get.
i've been having weird nights lately.
i have no idea why either.

i just received a book from my grandmother,
"evolutionary and neurocognitive approaches to aesthetics, creativity and the arts".

i cannot wait, honestly.
i cannot wait i cannot wait i cannot wait i cannot wait i cannot wait (:

i need to stop sleeping during class,
and sleep early.
i haven't been studying,
so much for "OMG I NEED TO START STUDYING NOW"
when now = never.

i'm damn scared for chinese oral,
the questions are so tricky
and confusing.

i have a date with my mother on friday,
shoppingggg(:

and to whoever you are, i'm sorry i chose you.
well maybe cause your initial is the same as pikachu(:




Do you know what it feels like loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away?


it doesn't matter anymore, does it?

i am very happy tonight,

goodnight!(:

i was just talking to luke and he mentioned "kisses"
so i visited a blog and i decided to do this quiz.

i'm getting really impatient waiting for pammy to come over,
i hope she does though, i'm not even sure.

happy 7% gst everyone!

it's july now, just a few more months.
o levels, make me a nerd someone.
i'm that desperate.

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1) Single, taken or crushing?
single.

2) Are you happy with your life now?
certainly, i've got awesome friends.

3) When you meet the right person, will you fall for him/her fast?
yeah maybe.

4) Have you had your heart broken?
yeah.

5) Do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
no of course not, who on earth would accept being cheated?haha

6) Would you talk to someone back if he/she cheats you?
i might and i might not, depends who.

7) Have you talked to another person about marriage before?
yes i have.

8) Do you want children?
for now, no children. i can't stand the crying part.

9) How many?
--

10) Would you consider adoption?
maybe.

11) If someone likes you right now, would you accept?
"acceptance is the stage after depression"

12) Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
to a certain extent, yes.

13) Be honest, what did you and your ex do?
HAHAHA GOOD QUESTION.

14) Do you believe in love at first sight?
i always thought that was stupid hahaha

15) Are you romantic?
not exactly.

16) Do you believe you can change a person?
yeah i do.
"saving people from turning emo" (:

17) If you could marry someone, where would it be?
i want a fairytale wedding.
beach house!

18) Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
depends who i'm fighting with.

19) Do you have feelings for someone right now?
well yeah maybe, maybe not.

20) Have you ever wished you had someone, who loves you?
everyone has, so i'm normal.

21) Have you ever broken a heart?
that's for me to know and for you to find out.

22) One day, if your best friend falls in love with the he/she youre love deeply with, what would you do?
i would...

23) Are you missing someone right now?
not exactly, i miss studying more.

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i have alot of catching up to do,
actually no.
maybe it's just dawn chik hahaha
i haven't been talking to you ever since school started,
and come to think of it,
i have stuff to tell you(:



One last glance from a taxi cab
Images scar my mind,
for weeks have felt like years