i promise i would never wish to love again..

it's going to be long till we get out of this awkwardness,
in the meantime, i'll do something meaningful like study?
i've got lots of work to do, yes indeed, lots of studying too.
that'd help take my mind of you,
thank you very much my day late friend.
i'm just as confused as you are,
what the hell is going on?

i hate this so damn much, i hate to feel this way,
i can't help it.
i have nothing to look forward to because i know every single day's gonna suck all the same.
just tell me will you?
even though i know i'm not prepared for anything just yet.


i read shan's blog, hahaha there was this post which said,

"I feel terrible.




Dear Peter Pan,

Meet me at my window now.

xoxo"

ahhh i miss you shanise ho, i haven't seen you in a really long time
and and i miss missy's missy already! COME HOME SOON(: