and so today was chinese Os, i must say the paper wasn't easy at all.
okay and i might even have to retake even though i don't wish to ):

but the best part of today was, after Os.
cabbed down to town with sa and alex, watched pirates(again) before walking around in town and the library@ orchard too hahaha.
met hannah, babs and then shan came along soon after.
i must say, i had a pretty good talk with baba today.
shanise eating her food and hannah being anti-social playing her gameboy.

i have the most amazing friends, ever.
they are friends who will never fail to cheer you up seriously.

okay tomorrow's tuesday(finally?)
there's class tomorrow, and i hope i don't fall asleep tomorrow during history because i'm probably gonna try stay up till really late tonight watching the oc.

okay saturday saturday saturday!OMG I CANNOT WAITTTTTTTTTTTTT.

and before i forget, this is dedicated to pammy.
I AM SORRY PAMMMY :/

(this has got nothing to do with pammy, total different thing)
i'm just really irritated(not angry) with you.
you're so biased omgg

"is this how our story ends
or a new chapter begins? "

just maybe i was really wrong about myself.
and of all the times i thought things were going just fine,
now i realise i was wrong all long.

there are so many "IF"s going through my mind right now,
but it's too late,
i can't turn back time can i?

Face down in the dirt she said "this doesn't hurt"
She said "I've finally had enough"

yes hannah you're right, i was really in denial.

today i realised how cool my parents are,
honestly seriously i'm so proud(:

anyway today's thursday.
then it'd be friday,saturday, sunday and then OMGGG MONDAYYYYYY
CHINESE Os OH NO, AHHH OKAY INTENSIVE CHINESE LESSONS.CHINESE TUITION. FOUR MORE DAYS(:

I went down to Yishun today to watch A Div!it's been long since i stepped into that place haha i could even remember myself bowling during B Div.

watching's way easier than bowling on those challenging lanes, so exciting so intense.

peyton says "i love you" and lucas says "oh".

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA OMG SO FUNNY

i miss my yellow heels ):

i had a pretty good time today(:
well tomorrow's finally friday, and guess what, my exams end tomorrow YAYY
had tuition today at aprime, 2 whole hours of amath yeah man it was so fun, "MR KOK!"

walked with shan after eating at that auntie's cafe to guthrie house from coronation plaza
it was so funny, i kept laughing at the stuff we said.
we haven't had that for a really long time, yes i miss everything shanise ho.
coffee bean was pretty fun too,
"cute couple making sandwiches"
omg hell yeah and also,
"i fcuking love you"

okay so then after that i walked home from guthrie house,
with the song "hero" playing and i kept laughing to myself,
because i kept recalling the video shan,eunice and i made with that song, HAHAHAHAHA

okay i feel a little mad today, but thing is,
i haven't felt the feeling of "freedom" YET.
i'm still a little stressed over amath paper two tomorrow.
and notice, i kept laughing today.
right from breakfast to tuition to coffee bean and even on the way back home.

tomorrow's gonna be the bomb, we're gonna do the craziest things ever.
we'll probably stay out really late tomorrow night,
chilling out at SA's.
Shanise Ho has planned our entire night.
we're gonna play by the poolside, watch "sleepover" and some adventure somewhere
okay cool, and maybe after that a real sleepover?(:

AHHH(pammy!) omg tomorrow's gonna be TOTALLY AWESOME!

five more days to freedom, i cannot wait.
after tomorrow, it's probably more relaxed i guess.
i'm not studying bio for sure, haha i'm just gonna read KEYPOINTS and try remember them haha
okay im really bored studying history, and im so afraid MAO isn't gonna come out,
PLEASE MAO COME OUT,
"i'd show you how modernised the world is now", hahaha i can't believe i actually said that

I MISS YOU (FULLSTOP) ):

I AM NOT CONFIDENT FOR AMATH AT ALL, NOT AT ALL
SHIT ):

one more week of exams, oh yes just one more, five more days cheryl!
chem history amath paper 1 history amath paper 2
four more subjects,
6 more papers(:

it's gonna be dinner in an hour's time and guess what, i haven't studied for lit and revised emath yet
i've wasted three whole hours sleeping and now, blogging hahahaha

okay, it's friday tomorrow which means, one week of exams have passed
honestly, before mid years, i actually thought i'd be half dead after the first week
maybe cause we haven't had our sciences and our humanities, apart from ss today and lit tomorrow.
oh and i forgot, AMATH!(:

two weeks of exams isn't really the full 14 days after all,
it's only 10 days of exams, T-E-N D-A-Y-S!

oh and before i forget, THANK GOD HOUSING CAME OUT TODAY!
the only chapter i studied and it was one of the questions that came out for SEQ today for ss, YAY

i've got emath paper 2, lit elective, chemistry, history paper 2, biology paper 1, biology paper 2, amath paper 1, history paper 1 and amath paper 2 left! nine papers left, i can't wait.

have you ever felt like giving up this race, getting knocked down by a car, landing up in the hospital and worst of all, losing your memory?

well thats how i feel right now ahh screw it.

you know what, i don't wanna know the answer anymore because it doesn't even matter
and even if whatever i've heard is true, i'll just pretend i've never heard it at all.

everyone break promises,
and i broke one today
the promise i made to myself
that i would not come online till the weekends ):

anyway,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNAH LEEEEEE!pete's gonna see this and wish you happy birthday too HAHAHAHA

oh oh and i forgot!happy birthday "uncle nicholas"!hahaha love you too cousin(:

okay i'm listening to bethany joy lenz now and yes i miss one tree hill alot,season four's all i need.

mid years are tomorrow, T-O-M-O-R-R-O-W!
sadly, i'm not prepared, not at all.

two weeks will pass fast, all the cramping hoho wish me luck
sometimes i wish i had a photographic memory
wishful thinking i know ):

ah whatever it is, GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!
i'm gonna try not to come online till the weekends
so study hard people!(:

omg eww omg ahhh omg eww omg ahh
i don't believe what i just saw on LALALA's blog,
it's so gross
okay i think i should stop now,
enough of my nonsense hahaha

i'm going to study chemistry again,
and do emath later,
perhaps a little bit of social studies too?
i can't wait for the 18th of May to come, i simply can't

well today i received pretty bad news,
there's gonna be a sophia blackmore lecture on the 18th of May at 4PM so that means we can't go out straight after the amath paper which ends at 11AM,
either that or we'd go out and then come back for the lecture
okay now that made me really upset today ):

the exams are nearing,
i've lost all the motivation i once had,
whatever happened to "studying hard and beating some proud cousin of mine?"
AAAAHHHHHHHHHH (pammy!)
STUDY CHERYL STUDY!
the other way would be,
screw mid years (:

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cheryl(: says (11:39 PM):
OMGGG HAHAHA SHIT YOURE DAMN FUNNY

Just wait and You'll see, You're everything I want / {RR} says (11:40 PM):
toad-ally

omg HAHAHAHA you're so funny nathan!

i think my mum's way cooler now, hoho congratulations cheryl(:
she actually got jealous over a sunflower hahaha

"abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxYZ YZ YZ YZ YZ"

today's the second :) <3

THANK YOU SA AND ALEX (:

now i love the two of you even more,
thanks for the surprise
and for the sunflower too
well yeah it's gonna brighten my days up without you know who