/edit yes pammy, scandalous sunday

ahh okay the last outing before the exams, three weeks hoho we're gonna get through this <3

So get back, back, back to where we lasted,
Just like I imagineI could never feel this way
So get back, back, back to the disaster
My heart's beating faster
Holding on to feel the same

i'm so jealous of you dawn chik, and of you vanessa leung ):

thank god tomorrow's sunday!

yes yes omg ahhhhhhh.. i wanna shop till i drop, thats how life should be (:

and not like this: hahahaha, i'm so bored of studying oh-so-bored ):

i miss one tree hill,

i miss my shopping time,

i miss being a slacker,

i miss my free time,

i miss sleeping on cool rainy afternoons,

i miss bowling,

and lastly, i miss my solemate (:

i'm switching "nerd mode" on today(:

studying at home? = BADDDDD IDEAAA VERY VERY BADD IDDEA.

it's either you jump from subject to subject or else, it's the amount of distractions you have in your house/room.

food is a distraction,
so is the computer,
your bed,
and your handphone.

maybe i should just stay in school and study next time,
or go somewhere else but home haha

congrats to you know who! (:

THEY WON!:D:D:D
really nice and exciting game (:
okay so after that, dawn pammy and i needed transport home and we had to walk out a pretty long distance before this really nice couple who are the parents of some year 3 boy called chuan xi were willing to give us a ride back home (: THANK YOU THANK YOU!:D we were all so grateful haha.

you have no idea how much i miss you right now at this very moment, at this very second <3

this entire year, i've neglected certain people and i'm very sorry about that. after watching one tree hill, it kinda woke me up to stop neglecting my friends. in this case, friends as in those i used to have heart-to-heart talks with. i haven't done that in a pretty long time, especially with amanda mak and zhen too(:

i'm sorrry!! i guess we're all really busy with our preparation for our mid years now right? maybe after our mid years, i'll have a good talk with the two of you :D

and here's something i found really interesting on amanda mak's blog(:

HATE
hate. whats its definition?
a feeling of dislike. or anger?
or maybe a feeling of jealousy?
envy, confusion or even admiration?
or maybe longing and wanting.
something so near yet so unattainable.
so close yet still remains a secret.
an unconscious feeling of hate.
aboration.a thin line separates this feelings.

what is love,
what is hate.
its true. the more you hate someone,its only cause you love him or her.
true hate can only come from love.
true hate can only come from a relationship,
so close, so carefully built,
yet so carelessly kicked down.
so miserable. so much ignored.
true hate exists in a relationship so loving.
when two people truly understand each other.
its easy to take this for granted.

HATE.
easily comes when there is too much love
.when you subconsiously know that you cannot love.
when you cannot give out anymore of your feelings.
when you are afraid of finding yourself in love.
this is when hate comes in.
it tries to take the place of love.
the love that is in your heart.
it tries to cousume you.
to overwrite the overwhelming love.
to find faults of the person.
then find a way to hate the person.
this is an undefined definition of hate.

hate.
its also jealousy.
jealous and envious of someone thats better.
more accomplished or more blessed.
jealousy cos they took what you desired.
because you love.
hence you hate.you want.
yet cannot attain.
hence you hate.
you feel the pain. so you hate.
you hate those who caused it.
ther person that you love.
the person that is loved.
you blame them. for your pling.
just cause
you desire to be loved.
by the person you love.


from love, it turns to hate
no wonder love-hate relationships exist,
wow(:

well everything's all good now at least,
but i promise it's gonna be so weird from now on hahaha

i haven't attended school for three whole days,
although i've got mc till tomorrow, i need to get back to school.
i can't stand staying home just staring at my books haha
i miss schoool :)

okay back to chemistry:D

yes i know you're concerned, but sometimes you've gotta trust your own and believe her,rather than finding out more behind her back, or even tell your other friends about it, gossiping isn't always the way out you know. and besides, gossiping about your own daughter?thats worst, ridiculous seriously well thanks, this is how you show your love. then i'd rather not have it, i'll leave it.

school's starting tomorrow, and that sucks boo ):

What a GOOD Friday(:

B Division's over, time to commit all my time to books books books(:

I just finished Paper One of an O Level June Paper for Amath, i'm proud of myself heehee at least i did work tonight, and i'll try study biology tomorrow i guess.

After biology test this week, i'll start studying for midyears.
Here comes the timeplan once again, and goal setting too.

It's really time to open my books, they're gonna make oh-so-lovely boyfriends(:

I see a need to pack my table (:

Dance Dance was really good, no more "totally awesome" :/
I LOVE it when The Crossing plays, they're really good.
Breathe & Love Me (:

After tomorrow,
books books books :D
it's really time i start studying for mid-years and prelims and finally, o levels

I'm really glad we had that talk (: