maybe it's because of school and the workload thats why i haven't blogged for a damn week,
&yes i'm proud of myself!

and maybe because of school,i start to realise how things have changed for the better and for the worst.
even though how much i hate it,
i still have to face it;
cause it's reality after all.

i just wanna say,
THANK YOU ZHEN FOR BEING SUCH AN AWESOME LISTENER!<3

i have one more day of school before the weekends,
OMG I CAN'T WAIT.
i just need my beauty sleep,reallly.
i'm so tired even my new tuition teacher can tell from my face.

Thank God i'm almost done with my homework today!
i've only got chinese to study later,there's ting xie tomorrow.
and i sure don't wanna fail my first.

There're so many things to say to you,
I just don't know how to express it.
I like to look back and think,
think of how much fun we had.
If I could,
I would really want you back as a close awesome friend
just like before.

it's really awesome to know how much your friends actually care for you.
well maybe not shanise ho.
since she slaps me and then after that,
she says "I LOVE YOU" which is oh so ironical.
HAHAHAHA.
a slap and then i love you,woww.
but i still love you.

how wonderful this day was till chemistry prac.
i was frikkin' falling asleeep.
practicals with dawn can be quite fun actually.
HAHA.

training was not that good.
so that means, i have to train even more.
a slight improvement is good enough,
i wouldn't ask for anything more,
not even a 300 game.

there's so much homework to do,
thank GOD there isn't any tests this week.
or else..
i would be dead by the end of it.
the fact that i'm chem rep doesn't make it any better,
but worst.

they were lies from the beginning,
weren't they?

i have no mood to blog today,
(even though i just did)
i just don't wanna elaborate,
cause it's gonna kill.

bye.

well yes, if only.
then i wouldn't be such a fool looking for stupid things to do.

i'm so damn bored,
that i'm even willing to do quizzes.
searching for them takes up so much time,
it's worth it.


aaahhhhh.....i give up,
goodnight!

where you are the one,
the one,
that lies closeto me.
whispers "hello, I miss youquite terribly."
I fell in love,
inlove with you suddenly
now there's no place else,
i could be,
but,
here in your arms.


it's sunday and yes,tomorrow's monday.EWWWW,school :/
i loved my weekends :D
well maybe cause i spent it with my friends,like seriously,
it's was HELL FUN,
it couldn't be any better.

i had a talk with sa last night,
well she transmitted her "daring cells" to me.
but i'm still afraid of the damn thing.

and she doesn't agree with,
"the best love affairs are those that never happened"

"even though we're worlds (seas) apart,we're still under the sweet blue sky".

i miss you,you fool.

i'm not even confident myself,
maybe that's why i'm so afraid to know the answer.

Why do I miss you so much?
I wanna stop this hurt inside


shanise ho,i need you now now now now now at this very hour/minute/second whatever.

anyway,
HAPPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY AMANDAAAAAA.I LOVEE YOU DEAR COUSIN<33

now i'm jealous by the fact that everyone's turning SIXTEEN and i'm not even near, and guess what?i just turned FIFTEEN.

"but it's only a blister.so small but painful :( it's like my heart; so small and it's got lots of cracks"

"tears lined up waiting to be cried out"

Thanks Gabriel for cheering me up :D
Princesses do cry.

nothing lasts forever even though you want them to.

yeah,you're a damn bitch.
now just stop those nonsense of yours.

OMG,you know i haven't had a single day without tuition ever since school started?
there's competition tomorrow,and i so wanna bowl well but... i don't wanna qualify for the youth squad this year cause i wouldn't even have the time to go down to train!

I'm gonna see Michelle tomorrrow,YAY<3

There's quite alot of homework this weekend to finish up and i guess.. i'll have to finish everything by tonight cause there's seriously no time tomorrow considering the fact that it's a series of 10 games tomorrow.

FIVE tests next week,OMGG i need to frikkin' study for them.it's actually only history i'm worried about cause i practically forgot everything during the holidays.so much for saying,"i'm gonna revise everything during the holidays so i wouldn't forget anything when school reopens", and what happened?i didn't do anything :/

Exams are coming up one by one,and it really worries me cause i wannna do well this year and not waste anymore time.

OH BOYYYY.
I need to get back on track,
I'm still in the HOLIDAYS MOOOOD.

i'm really getting sick of my blogskin or even,blogger.
i'm still trying to frikkin' work xanga.

Finally Friday like OMG YAYYEE.
There's gonna be lotsa tests next week like 5 tests okay.
and i hope i will do moderately well for all(:

i'm talking to shan!(again)and none of us are feeling the emotional side today so that means, for once we're in the same moood:D

shan cuz replacing you is so easy; says:
but its just not HIM
cheryl; I LOVEEE YOU. OH UHM NO I MEAN BOOKS. says:
to be so sweeet and nice and send you songs which make you cry?

awww shan, get used to it.
and omg I AM SO GONNA WATCH NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM WITH YOU!
i am deprived.

rainy emo days are home,
so much for "BYE BYE EMO DAYS!"

HAHAHA:D

today wasn't all that fun mainly cause we had lessons like omg, i haven't felt the stress YET but i will next week when the tests start coming in.and well yes,i'm not gonna slack anymore because i'm SEC FOUR,damn it!

GET WELL SOON NATHAN KHOO!

omg shan and i are gonna be NERDS.

"I LOVEEE YOU OH UHM NO I MEAN BOOKS".

and i received 18 pages of testimonials during the holidays(nov&dec).
OMGGGG YAYYYEEE ME.

everyone's probably asking "how's school" and all those stuff today!
i'll reply and say,
I LOVED SCHOOL TODAY.

friends are back,
and the best thing was that,
there weren't any lessons today!
all we did was slack around.
school ends at 1.40 every monday,tuesday and thursday and 1.55 on wednesdays and 2 on fridays.
indeed, what weird timings!
and i received more presents :D:D:D
i feeel so loveeeed.
YAY!HAHAHAHAHA.

i'm sitting with shan and kyra&joy's behind me.
ooooh and i love shan's monkey&duck magnetic thing,
it's so funny!
i don't wanna be chemistry rep, OMG I HATE YOU DAWN CHIK.
i'm gonna die :/
now i've got to start collecting money to get those orange paper files.

elvina:
"my eye drop!my eye drop!"
HAHAHAHAHA.

i've got a name for myself,well actually EUNICE came up with it.
"Miss I-Don't-Eat-Seafood!"

you know i think my sister is so anti-social.
she's only got ONE friend and my mum says she's so negative.

i haven't felt so happy for a really long time.
BYE BYE EMO DAYS/

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY KEITH TAN KAI YANG!

Yes I know there's school in like less than 7 hours? but i just can't get myself into dreamland at this hour because of my oh-so-screwed-up body clock.sleeping at funny weird timings during the holidays and now,it's OVER ):

I talked to Sa&Alex just now,
I just said Bye to Kevin.
So now,
I'm left all ALONE once again.

I know I shouldn't have reacted that way,
I should have sorted out my thoughts right from the beginning.
But now it doesn't matter anymore,
because it's all too late.

Good Night!

what a way to spend the last day of the holidays.

i spent at least TWO HOURS at the hospital today and finally after an hour or so,it was my turn.
and i'm proud to say that i've got mc for tomorrow, but since i miss ALL my friends so much, i will go to school tomorrow.

no work was done today,OMG.
chem&english left undoneeee.

i'm talking to shan now and she told me about her awesome dream,wowwww.
"BUT IT'S JUST A DREAM DAMN IT".

2006 started off well and ended off even better(:

HAPPY 2007 EVERYONE :D:D:D

January once again,&my homework's not finished.
English&Chem left.
History and Chem Test on the First Week of School ):
I've got to revise Bio too.

Anyway,I really loved 2006 mainly because of FRIENDS.

Sa!:Thanks for the all the laughter,fun&tears we had together this whole entire year and not forgetting,The Emergency Exits!I love you Nerd Buddy<3

Hannah!:We'll work hard together and remember that we'll be staying together on Christmas Eve okay!

Shan!:You know how much I love late night talks with YOU and how we would always been feeling the opposite.Study HARD Shanise Ho!

Eunice!:Angel in Top Hats&The Emergency Exits!We're cool(:

Jiahui!:Hunny Bunny!

Grace!:I haven't seen you in a thousand minutes,and that shows I'm Missing You!C-Majors&The Emergency Exits<3 Thank You for being part of my life this year Grace and all the emo talks we used to have.

Char!:Thank you for all the encouragement you've given me!&&The Emergency Exits<3!

Pammeee!:You've been an AWESOME friend!&thanks for your shoulder whenever i'm in need of one:D

Iris!:Thanks for being there at times when i'm feeeling really down& the fun conversations we have about some people!(God knows who)

Dawn!:Thanks for being such a great friend to talk to Dawn Chik!I miss you<3!

Amanda Mak!:You'll always be a great friend to talk to when I'm in need of one.I love you Makie!<3

LoveMg!(Joce,Guan,Sarah&Ryan):I'm missing the practices!Thanks for playing a BIG PART in my life!

Nathan!:Thanks Special Friend for Everything!:D

Gabriel!:Thanks for all the funny funny conversations!Fellow Special Princess.HAHAHA.

I'll miss you TWO ZERO ZERO SIX!