truth is,
i'm not giving up.

you think i will,
but i'm telling you,
i won't this time.

the books lay opened,
on the table.
the thought that it would be over so soon,
just tempts me to burn them all.

how i wish i had the keys,
to open and read
the secret minds of the teachers.
only then can i relax,
cause i'll know what's going to come out.

oh dear,
history is repeating itself.
i need the motivation,
but it's missing.

bio is alll about memory work,
so is chemistry chapter 10 and 11.
but why can't i just MEMORISE THEM ALLL?

if only technology was even better,
that they could invent some injection.
that injection would save me from all my misery.

and all the clatter
of the corridor fades away
till the only sound i can hear
is the whispering of our fingers.

"because i didn't want to hurt you..."

there's one thing i hate about you,
it's your thick-skin-ness if you didn't know.

As promised, I said I will not use the internet.
Okay, i'm breaking it.
I REALLY AM.

Perhaps, that's because i'm only left with one chapter for bio to study for.
Don't ask me about LIT, AMATH&EMATH.

Amath:
I'm really happy that A-Prime's helping ALOT wth my AMATH
&I get the most challenging questions there,
Now you know why my amath is so much better now!
Well, at least I see an improvement :D

An improvement is what I wish to see,
Cause it's O'Levels which is the BIG THING i'm working towards,
I wanna score!
Through practice,
I believe I'm capable of even better results!

For Emath,
It's particularly more on knowing the formulas,
thinking a little deeper,
and not making CARELESS MISTAKES.
well yes, no one is perfect,
but at least, avoid those stupid careless mistakes
and just GET YOUR MARKS!
it ain't worth it to just lose your marks because your eyes weren't wide opened,
or or your brains weren't thinking the right way?

LIT LIT LIT,
i really love you alot today.
and i'm going to make it a point to read that green book,
practice more,
write more,
EVERYTHING TO GET THAT GRADE I TRULY DESERVE.
after that stupid careless mistake i made in yesterday's test,
i promise myself i'm not gonna lose my marks just like that.
differentiate what's an impression question,
and what's a technique question.
I REALLY NEED TO DO THAT(:

no more careless stupid mistakes,
and letting my nicer grades fly away;
but in anyway,
GOD has already planned my life,
everything's all up to HIM alone.

i'm only really afraid that i'd forget my facts for biology and history.
my main two fears,
well if I make an effort,
there's nothing to worry about,
because everything's already planned.

this is going to be my "inspiration" post alright!
i'm going to leave this here till my exams are over,
and everytime i'm afraid,
i'm going to read this post again,
&&i hope i wouldn't be afraid anymore.

okay, i'm still BLAHBLAHBLAH,THE ROCKET SUMMER!ILOOVEEYOUUUABUNNCH!

this is the last of the last
i don't want to blog anymore
i don't wish to use the internet
because it's a stupid distraction.

maybe, i should study in school every day.
then there will be no distraction,
well besides the fact that i have my handphone and my ipod.
butbutbut, it's no distraction.
cause no one messages me in the afternoon
&&ipod's just MUSIC.

MUSIC'S PLAYS A HUGE PART OF MY LIFE.
AND GOD TOO<3

i'm just totally obsessed over the rocket summer, OOOHHH. i really love you so much :D

i haven't done this in a really long time, but yes i did it in the end!
&&it fits my destop perfectly! YAY :D:D:D

this collage is rather boring with all the OBS pictures,
well thats cause i think sa's most of the pictures we took on teachers' day!
she gave shan her birthday present,
and there were quite a number of pictures that i have never seen before.
the bad news is,
she's not going to be online till the exams are over! ):

lalalala, i miss going out
&spending precious time doing stupid things.
hawhaw.
iwannagobacktosa'sswimmingpoolwithhannah!
perhaps,this time we wouldn't be finding clams.
what's next? (;

I AM A GENIUS :D
&YES, I FIXED MY OWN INTERNET.

BUT, IM NOT GONNA USE IT UNLESS I HAVE TO SEND LIKE IMPORTANT STUFF TO A TEACHER OR SOMETHING! YUPPPS.

all the tests in school are finally over! YES(: well, besides the fact that there's still Chemistry Spa O'Level Assessment on the 26th of September? If I didn't get the date wrong, but yuppps. STUDY PEOPLE! :D i'm gonna be done studying for end of the years by next wednesday i hope! YAY.

you didn't have the make that picture blur you know,
cause i can see everything.
i've yet to thank you,
for everything.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANISE HO AND NICHOLAS TONG.
OHOH, AND HUIERH TOO SINCE HER BIRTHDAY IS TOMORROW!

i'm at my cousins' house now and guess what,
my internet at home broke down,
so uhh,
i am not gonna be online till the exams are over okay? :D

in the meantime,
STUDY EVERYONE <3

there is seriously something wrong with me.
BLAHBLAHBLAH.

all i did today was tuition,eat,sleep,talk,study bio and whooopies, i polished my nails :D
i used the brown one first then i found a pink one, so i used it(:

YAY, ITS SO NICE NOW.

alright i'm gonna study chemistry at 12! i gave up on bio. HEE, i'll be studying it on SUNDAY&MONDAY before the test on TUESDAY. sighsigh, the HORROR.

but don't worry, I STILL LOVE YOU MY BOOKS <3
i can't do a day without studying,
this is seriously insane.

I have a confession to make everyone.

I didn't listen much during Chemistry today. ):
&&I promise I will answer to all test marks I get from now on.

okay, all i have to say about today is that I LOVED IT(: although i was really TIRED, but at least I got to see most of my friends!
ANYWAY,

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY EUNICE LAU! OUR GREAT FABULOUS ULTIMATE CUTE LITTLE MALAY GIRL<3iloveyousomuch!;)

SHOUTOUTS:

pammee: take care of that little ankle of yours dear. i know how painful to injure it. I INJURED IT TWICE ): GET WELL SOON!<3

sa: aaaaahhhhh.. i'm seeing you tomorrow! :D SA SA SA! hawhaw.

hannah: thanks for inviting me to your wedding(:

dawn: HELLLLO. IM SO AFRAID OF YOUUU.

shan: BIRTHDAY GIRL SOOON(:

amanda mak: I TREATED YOU TO DINNER LAST NIGHT! :D anyway, i'm so sorry i didn't talk to you much this afternoon during tuition. i was so tired! (:

zhijing: i finally got a chance to talk to you today! HAHAHA. zhijing's never sad(:

iris: you know what, i still owe you your birthday present! IM SO SORRRY IRIS, I'LL BUY IT AFTER EXAMS OKAYY! :D

jiahui: haha, i owe you your birthday present too! BLAH, we'll go out together alrighties? (:

okay enough of those shououts, i hope i didn't leave anyone out. OH YES, I DIDNT. hawhaw.
some names should be there, but lalala.

i can't wait, can't wait for FRIDAY.
we're going out AGAIN,
&&i hope LIM ZHIJING COMES :D

if you're going to continue with your annoying nonsense,
i'll have nothing to say.

i guess i slacked almost the whole day today. BLAHBLAH.
woke up at 11.30 &had lunch like immediately after washing up.
came online, bathed and went to school.

got my chem tys&history workbook,
so i wouldn't have to carry so many things tomorrow (:
i was supposed to meet Amanda Mak at two,
but but she had one more lesson.
i waited for TWO HOURS okay.

well in that two hours,
i had so much fun.
met Shan,Zhijing&her sister at pizza hut.
then Zhijing and her sister left
and Dawn came. HAHAHA.

I promise Dawn was a little crazy,
upon hearing that Steve Irwin had died.
she told like the waitress who served her that he died.
&the waitress was like, UHHH OKAY.
we laughed and talked,
okay we haven't done that for like a "million years".

went to the bus-stop,
met Amanda Mak! :D
&&she came over,
stayed for dinner.
oh man, it was FUN having her over today <3

yesyesyes, breakfast tomorrow at 8 (:
i know we're gonna be late, thats why it's so super duper early.

CHEMISTRY, CHEMISTRY, CHEMISTRY TOMORROW.
10 to 12.30, 2 to 3.30.
A-PRIME.
4.30 to 6.30.
CHINESE TUITION.
8 to 9 P.M.

OH NOO, I THINK I'M GOING TO BE SO TIRED TOMORROW.
but it's okay, i'm learning(:

I'm really thankful to my brains for making me study the whole of today,
making it possible to fulfil whatever I had to cover! :D

OKAY, LETS SEE:

i fell for you not because my heart said so,
but because i felt that we were similar in some way.

oh well oh well oh well, i'm talking to nathan khoo now.
&&i promise he makes my day sometimes(:
thank you nathan! :D

i studied two chapters of SS this afternoon. YAY!

tonight, i'm gonnna burn midnight oil &study at least chapter 6 of bio. BOO, nutrition in MAMMALS.
that's a MEMORISING chapter. BLAHBLAH.

i went to popular bookstore just now.
&i bought whatever i needed for end of the year exams.
revision papers, guide books.
pens,markers.

and yes, i've packed my study area.
the realisation of having so many pencils&pens scared me.
but it was my cute primary school stuff.
so i was kind enough to give them all to my sister,
since she loves those little small cute things(:

i'm going to follow my timetable tomorrow. YES(:

okay, i'm finally back from chemistry tuition. i must say today's tuition was quite fun :D
we had a new friend! &&sa kept saying that aldo called him "juicy" sometimes.

i'm talking to dawn right now.
HAWHAW. i seriously wish to copy and paste the conversation.
butbutbut, i shall be nice luh(:
YOUR DEEPEST DARKEST DEAREST DIRTAYE LITTLE SECRET!
your name starts with the letter "D" too.

i had lunch with zhijing&dawn today.
and i must say it was really really fun.
A-Prime too.
whoopies.

i came home, studied one chapter of social studies&uhh, i still have got chapters 1&2 of history, first part of bio chapter 6 and ss chapter 3! OH NO, i'm going to DIE tonight.

okayokay, i shall say GOOD NIGHT
cause i guess i'm not answering anyone's calls tonight(:
its STUDYING MODE! :D

A-Prime's always fun with you around!

I wanna thank you for always being there(:

cheryl,eunice&grace. RETRO PARTY!:D

I really loved Teachers' Day this year.
It was probably the best I had (:

Well, I'm pretty glad that I don't see anymore depressing posts on Dawn's Blog. HAHAHA.

I'm going to miss having fun during the September Holidays, but its alright i suppose.

We can catch up during the November/December Holidays :D

Okay, Now I can't wait for a number of things.

1. Wednesday to come (:

2. One Tree Hill's 3rd Season.

3. End of the Year Examinations to be over.

All I want for christmas is YYYYYYYYYOOOOOOOUUUUUU.

Joakim was out last night, oh no poor SHAN. HEE.