A wonderful weekend i had and i'm proud to say that we've finished practising the first block of songs for chapel next week, well at least we've got the sequence done and everything sounds perfectly well :D

OHHHHHH, I PASSSED BIOO TEST THIS TIME<3

I missed that THREE MARKS to get my A1 for A-Math test.. That three marks was lost not because i didn't know how to the question but because I copied the fugging question wrongly! what a fool. But I am going to do well in the next test, YESYES. PERSERVERENCE.

I think i may leave school halfway and come back tomorrow morning cause i'm gonna be at Raffles Hospital seeing a doctor for my stupid ankle. Its been long and its still hurting, BLAH BLAH BLAH. &there's ting xie tomorrow, I HAVE STUDIED.

Daddy's on the way home. ALLOWANCE TONIGHT, TOMORROW IS AUGUST ALREADY. AHHHHHHH... END YEARS ARE COMING, STUUUUDYYYYYY<3

i can't upload my pictures& i really don't know why. ):
but its alright, I AM HAPPPPY TODAY.

today has been quite a tiring day for me, partly because i spent most of my time studying! i finished amath, first part of chinese, bio, chem and history. i don't plan to do the social studies and lit thing because i don't think i'm supposed to do :D

WHOO, i hope i can go out with amanda and petrina tomorrow! and to cut my hair too, at THE SCENE :D i simply can't wait, but yet afraid to know what my hair's going to turn out like. i hope it'll be JUST FINE.

i finally finished my history poster, I FINALLY DID IT &I WANNA THANK VERA FOR HELPING ME <3.>

the weekends are here.
BAND PRACTICE! :D

i miss that anxiety that fills me every night.
that feeling that no one would experience.
i never cherished it,
i took it for granted that it was everlasting.
now theres no point regretting,
cause its gone FOREVER.
oh, i miss you so.

if only i knew my future,
then i would know
whether to continue
or to stop wasting my precious time
thinking of you,
wondering where you are,
what we would become when we're older.
just give me a reply,
cause i need to know that fugging answer.

RETTROOOO, ITS GONNA BE THE HOTTEST THEME FOR THE REST OF THE YEAR :D

i love dressing up,
i love shopping,
RETRROOO,
THAT THING YOU DO,
ILOVEEEYOU<3

heritage tour was quite boring huh but oh so anyways, i enjoyed it somehow :D

i'm going to burn midnight oil, and i pray hard that candy goes for chemistry tuition tomorrow.
PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME WITH THOSE NAUGHTY BOYS, HAWHAW.

A-Prime Tuition, LINEAR LAW was our topic. I must say its neither hard nor easy so its alright (:

thursday, friday, saturday&SUNNNDAYYY.
i have something to look forward to every sunday now, <3.

sometimes i know you try very hard,
but you already know the answer.
why bother?

nothing has changed,
it has been you all along.
you probably didn't realise,
but others did.

jealousy isn't a way out,
instead it made things worst.

i really enjoyed that day. BATTLE OF THE BANDS :D love! <3

you're the lead singer,
we're your back-ups.
when you don't wanna lose out,
you come to us.
but when you wanna show the world how good you are,
we'll become worthless in your eyes.

well thanks, but i'm going to stop EVERYTHING.
i'm not going to continue being a fool,
and a back-up who is willing to help you to not lose your face.

tonight, i'm telling you that i've had enough of everything.
think about it, your tears aren't going to change anything,
so stop playing the same trick.

i didn't blog yesterday so i'm blogging now. went out with sa in the morning for her church lan gaming thing then lunched at MOS Burger at Plaza Sing. whoo, it has been long since i ate that teriyaki chicken burger <3. Nothing much in particular that made it so fun but it has definitely been long since we went out together!

sa got her lace-stuff at spotlight for the musical and we met liany! :D she was with her mum&dad. family outing eh? (:

Zen V is out and i promise its the half the size of a nano, SOOO SMALLLL. i'm still deciding what to get man. But Zen V looks kinda cute & sa was just saying, since its so small but fat, people like YOU would be so CARELESS to lose it! wth. i promise my carelessness seriously made me a fugging loser today. BOO.

anyway, i had fun at sa's house. it was all nice&quiet till shan came &started to create havoc. she climbed onto sa's bed i was on and she started using the pillows&bolsters to hit me while i was on the phone with dawn, wondering where she was.

we fell asleep for half an hour before sa's sweet mum drove us back to my house, waited for shan and I to change before sending us to school! thank you AUNTIE (:

I REALLY ENJOYED KAP LAST NIGHT. I PROMISE IT WAS THE BEST NIGHT EVER AT KAP, especially with zhijing and adele, SA AND GRACE too :D the videos, SOOO FUNNAYE :D

and the best thing is that, i injured my ankle today. like OH MY SHIT? the old injury+the new injury= one bone jutting out. BOOOO. my mum wanted to bring me to the chinese bonesetter and i was like, PLEASE MUM NO.

band practice today was the ULTIMATE! :D i loved today as much as last night <3>

wahahahaha. at charlene's party, this girl was just telling us a joke and the funny part was that she was trying to say that CLARENCE WAS UGLY :D

freaky friday;

♥ Friday, July 21, 2006 11:38 PM

C DIVISION, oh man the lanes were tough. A super duper nice pocket and guess what? it didn't strike! ): COME ON PEOPLE, YOU ONLY HAVE THREE MORE GAMES. don't give up, you're almost there! :D

i don't wish to say anything else tonight.

DAWN, YOU'VE BEEN OF GREAT HELP TONIGHT <3

there are times when you're lost and confused,
not knowing the answer to your fugging question.

whatever it is, i'm going to have fun tonight! GRACE AND EUNICE ARE STAYING OVER <3

okay, at the end of the year, i wanna have an "emergency exits" stayover! :D

its going to be so so so so so fun! :D

oh my ROMEO(:

♥ 8:58 AM

shanise ho, you got me addicted to the song HEY JULIET:D

i have something to share this morning since i'm going to be missing the first half of the day. racial harmony day celebration thats why. i'm going to school later! :D

Darkness is used to hide our hurts, faults, fears, failures, andflaws. But in the light, we bring them all out into the open and admit who we really are.

i think i'm going back to school for A-Math lesson, i don't wanna get scolded by Mrs Gan. heehee. C DIV QUARTET, COME ON EVERYONE, YOU CAN DO IT! YEAH! :D

i'm getting really annoyed with _______. ahhhhhh.. someone save me from this misery.

the thing is that, i don't give a fugging damn.

♥ Thursday, July 20, 2006 9:35 PM

i promise whatever kevin said last night was super hilarious.

but i guess i can't blog it. HAWHAW, because taugay told me not to. -.-

hehehehe. its so funny! MY GAWD, I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT IT. EVERYTIME I THINK, I START LAUGHING :D

school was just fine today! we sat in the rain yesterday and today we sat in the sun. whoo (: amath test is quite POOFF. i'll pass luh but only whether its good or not. i hate amath, i couldn't get my answers, blooody hell.

okay, i'm glad kevin just realised how mean he was. wahahahaha. alright, chem tuition was kinda fun today! candy had better go for tuition next week, IF NOT I WOULD SERIOUSLY DIE IN THAT CLASS FULL OF NAUGHTY BOYS. hurhur.

tomorrow's racial harmony day people! i shall wish everyone HAPPY RACIAL HARMONY DAY in advance! haha.

C DIVISION QUARTET TOMORROW! OH YEAH, WE'RE BEHIND YOU ALL THE WAY <3!love.>

iloveyou sweetheart<3

♥ Wednesday, July 19, 2006 7:29 PM

alright, i'm back from A-Prime and i was late okay. did three questions in two hours. how good is that? :D

school was fine today, i had fun and i realised how much of a fool i was. and DAWN CHIK, YOU OWE ME LUNCH! :D:D:D

i have something i wish to add, I LOVE THE RAIN (: we played in the rain during recess today, whooots. till some teacher came and stopped us. BOOO YOUU.

sometimes by just staying there wouldn't solve the problem, just walk away. (:

because i'm jailed in this cage,
being a prisoner who needs the key;
like lovers need each other.

"save the best for the last", they say.
and i wish to see the finale of this show we're acting in.

tomorrow's Amath test and i want to get my A1, not just a low one but a terrifically high one, at least 90%. after all the practices, i really want to do well. (:

yesyes, i'm going to do well for my math this year, A1s babbayyee. i'm motivated to study

<3stuuudyyyinnnggg.

and vanessa leung ripped off one line from my blog. POOOF, its alright. i still love you <3.>

i can't wait for next week to come :D
c division, I WANT TO WIN. MG'S GONNA WIN, SO CHUCK THE REST INTO THE BIN, OH YEAH.
e-learning, ITS TIME TO STUDYY AND GO OUT, RELAX PEOPLE :D

THE C MAJORS & THE EMERGENCY EXITS<3

oh before i forget,

NATHAN: THANK YOU FOR ALL THE COMPLIMENTS :D:D:D

amazed by the fact that GOD has given me such a wonderful day today. we had like a number of free periods & i did my A-Prime homework! whoo, YAY :D

we were dismissed at 1.45 today because of the o level higher chinese listening paper. i hope it went all well (: but so anyway, grace and eunice came over! whoo. i promised we haven't done whatever we did for such a long time. i had so much fun, a thrash talk that is. i seriously found out so much i never knew. The lies, The tales, Everything about some people. Thats why others always say, Expect The Unexpected. i must say, beware of the friends you're mixing round with, you'll never know when they're speaking ill of you dear.

think about why i'm drifting away. (:

we've ran out of the sweet flavour, now you've got to try the sour and bitter ones. it wouldn't taste as good as the sweet ones, thats of course. i saw it coming, now everything's turning into different flavours.

i had fun today, really. thank you grace and eunice! <3

band practice this sunday, i hope we can have at least an hour together as a band. i'm excited.

i have this wish of getting admitted into the hospital, then i could be on a drip and it would make things so much easier for me and my fugging mouth. braces seriously hurt so much and i promise the hook is going to cut my tongue really soon. &the worst thing is that i can't enjoy foood. liquid diet is what i'm going to be on for the next few months till the end of this year.

THE C MAJORS <3

i'm truly amazed by how GOD plans my days, what wonderful gifts i'll receive throughout the day even though it's at night. ilove you pammmee! <3.>

i had a great talk with her just now when i went to collect my amath ten year series book. and then ive got PAMTIES STICKERS. prefect nominee :D vote pam (: so anyways, i poured out everything i had to say to her. it seems like PAMMMEE, YOU ARE GOING TO BE MY NEW BEST FRIEND :D okay, i'm kidding.

i baked brownies in the afternoon. i must say, due to my carelessness, the last tray was burnt! BOOHOO. there goes my chocolate chip brownies. haha. but i tried strawberry brownies and i guess it was a success? :D

because i love you so much thats why i want the best for you. (:

i like my new blogskin ((:

there's school tomorrow and i'm proud to say that i've done my homework. and i'm going for training :D whoo, FUN FUN FUN (:

i'm beginning to enjoy schooll. oohhh, i llove my friends <3

because i know you're jealous/

♥ Saturday, July 15, 2006 11:46 PM

tonight wouldn't have been awesome without DAWN CHIK. <3

i'll always remember how dawn made me get out of the house at 4 and luckily, i left at 4.20 if not, i wonder how long i'd be waiting for her. met dawn at city hall mrt and then we went to RAFFLES CITY! shanise came after that. and i promise vanessa leung took such a long time getting to mos burger. heehee.

then hannah came. its so amazing how dumb we can get not having a good sense of direction, having to split up in different cabs and then getting lost AGAIN. hahaha. i love the stupid things we do together. you all are the ULTIMATE <3

i wish we could hug like today again! :D it felt goood. PICTURES VANEEESSA LEUNG!:D

okay, i've changed my layout because some girl has the same layout as me. POOO. ilike my layout now! :D

shoutouts:


dawn: ahhaha. i had fun, i enjoyed EVERYTHING. thank you so much (: <3


nathan: heyhey! you'll find a band really soon :D i got REALLY HAPPY when you said the emergency exits is seriously an awesome name! :D:D:D:D:D

iris: heyhey! ilove you too <3

taugay: well in my point of view, i doub so but i had fun (:

because its not healthy to feel this way.


school was the ultimate today! :D fridays always seem to be so slack and the most relaxing day. (:


we had devotion service this morning and ha, it was REALLY BORING. but then, we sang BLESS THIS SCHOOL. i like i like (: had amath after that, i was quite lost in class but i realised i already learnt whatever i've missed during those two days when i was SICK. chinese wasn't all that fun, the class felt so empty, and i really felt awkward. of course i was avoiding emath cause i didn't do my work at all. ALL THREE WORKSHEETS ARE NOT HANDED IN & I THINK I LOST MY TRIGO WORKSHEET ONE. OH SHIT?


english was SUPER FUNN. we had the computer thats why! :D and we were busy online and looking at blogs or doing some other thing and not listening to Mrs. Leong but i did at one point of time okay! i read the website about the structure of our composition. history was funfunfun. COLD WAR'S OUR NEXT CHAPTER :D


we had values ed after that! went to the recording room with dawn and then some others came. practised a little bit of the um, chapel songs and then went for lesson. it was quite fun but yeah.


TRAINING!(:
i promise i wanted to bowl with GOH ZHIMIN today because i know she would make training FUNN! :D zhimin, florence and sarah would make it so funnny! hahaha. and of course, THEY DID MAKE IT FUNNY. i wannna bowl with them again next training :D THEY ARE THE FUN PEOPLE. hee :D


then zhimin was telling us this joke about her brother getting drunk. i promise i was so funny that i couldn't stop laughing for like 5-10 minutes?! and then when yvonne started laughing, i laughed too. &vice versa.


and we were getting all high eating TWISTIES!cheese flavour! okay, thats going to be my LATEST OBSESSION. but i still like strawberries with whipped cream. :D


TRAINING'S SO FUN ALTHOUGH I DIDN'T BOWL WELL :D LOVEYOUALL <3.


shoutouts!


samlee: haha, of course you did (:


shiyou: yesyes, everything's JUST FINE i guess :D havent' been talking to you lately. POOF!

it does not matter anymore if you do or not,
but i'm glad to know that you've woken up from your deep beauty sleep.
you've learnt too much, i can't deny
and i'm really proud of you (:


tonight, it's not about the conversations but it's about the experiences and of course, the bittersweet memories.


shoutouts:


nathan: hello nathan! uhh, whipped cream tastes nicer. chocolate is far too heaty :D

CONFESSIONS OF A BROKEN HEART.


I'M MISSING YOU,
EVEN THOUGH YOU'RE RIGHT HERE BY MY SIDE.
CAUSE LATELY IT SEEMS THE DISTANCE BETWEEN US,
IS GROWING TOO WIDE.


GOODNIGHT(:

somehow i just felt like blogging. perhaps, it's all because of the BOREDOM i'm experiencing while i'm home recovering. headache headache headache, i'm going to die soon. medicine doesn't even help at all luh.


i forgot what i wanted to say but ohwells. i'm so sick and tired.


MY LATEST OBSESSION :D

STRAWBERRIES WITH WHIPPED CREAM :D

I ONLY HAD THREE HOURS OF SCHOOL TODAY! hehehe.


chem was drastically awful and bio was like, I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT I WILL GET PLEASE. i think i'm going to die but ohwellls, "there will always be a first time" quoted from gregory. :D


i'm slacking at home when i'm supposed to get the love mg songs done. POOOF! okay, i promise i'll get it done by this afternoon the EMERGENCY EXITS. you'll always be my beloved. i can't deny that i miss band practice so much, the keyboard too. I BET IT MISSED ME TOO <3love!


i was just watching the tvee show on channel 55 &i realised something.


THERE'S NOT TURNING BACK FOR CERTAIN SITUATIONS.
sometimes, LOVE can be so complicating.


i want to get well sooon. DARN THE FEVER. it aches my whole body, the headache, everything hurts. fortunately, i could still talk if not i wonder how i could lived through the THREE hours of school today.
&my mother suspects me of having contacted dengue fever. "monitor your fever cheryl!", mummy says.

you understood everything,
clarification was all you needed.


STOP ALL YOUR PRETENCE :D


the virus is back,
but this time it brought FEVER along ):


BIOLOGY IS DRIVING ME NUTS BABAYYE. <3

well perhaps there's something you should know,
but there's obviously something that is stopping me from telling you.
okay, it's a matter of time :D


i promise today was a horrible day.
headaches are what i dread,
cause once they come,
they wouldn't go away
and i can't do my work.


OHWELLLS, AND I HAVENT STUDIED FOR BIO AND FINISHED MY AMATH HOMEWORK. PPOOOFF! ):


STUUUUDDDYIIINNNGGG, FOOCUUS. <3

YES DAWN, I"LL GIVE YOU A SMILE. ONLY YOU. POOF.


i feel like blogging since it's like umm, 12.15 in the morning. MUMMY'S DECIDING WHETHER TO GET ME AN IPOD. poof, i don't know whether its reliable to get stuff online or not. if only i had the money, i'd just buy anything i want. unfortunately, i don't. ):


okay, i just received a WEIRDO MESSAGE. and i mean, WEIRD. yesyes, so anyway! i'm bored -.-


devastated by the fact that i have no idea whether you're saying the truth,
or are you lying again?

it's finally the weekends, how i wish weekends were never so short but longer. boohoo.


whooo, i got back my emath results already. and of course, cheryl got an A1 :D :D miss tang patted me on the head and said "well done cheryl! you got 18". okay, i guess emath is a subject i'm gonna score for and of course, amath is coming up well too. (:


yesterday was a day which i couldn't eat well. haha. cheese fries was like the best thing i had but it was for tea. no lunch yesterday. imagine someone who skipped lunch because of training. POOOF. i was frigging hungry. and then breakfast was like, biscuits only. &obviously, i had no frigging appeatite to eat.


i hope today wouldn't be like that anymore, so far, nawhh. (: but then, i've been such a pig. SERIOUSLY, I THINK I'M TURNING INTO A PIG. once my eyes close, it can't be opened till three to four hours later. that shows, i've been lacking of sleep. LOOK HOW STRESSED I HAVE BEEN :D


okay, guess what? DAWN JUST CALLED ME. <3


it really hurts when you realise how much of a fool you've been,
not knowing that others knew before you did,
now you're caught in the middle,
all confused and you have no idea what to do,
but to wait and see what happens as time passes.


it has always been likethat, so i'm used to it. (:

the fear inside me,
the guilt that haunts me,
it just came unexpected,
giving no hint, no clue,
it was just plain shocking to realise the truth.


mouth shut - the veronicas (:

school was alright today. I AM GLAD THAT THIS IS THE FIRST HISTORY TEST THAT I FEEL QUITE CONFIDENT AND THE FIRST EMATH TEST I THINK I CAN GET ANOTHER A1 :D

well, i enjoyed having amath lesson with pammee and sa and chem with sa this afternoonn. I FEEL CONFIDENT FOR THE NEXT AMATH TEST WHICH IS TWO WEEKS FROM NOW. (:

STUUUDDYYIINNNGGGG. my baby <3

school is what i'm dreading so much these days, free periods are always so fun. especially when its your humanities subject, because the people in my humanities class are just so fun <3love.>


&i thought you were someone i found this year and that i could turn to when i had problems, but then i realised recently that maybe i didn't know you that well thats why i'm totally confused and unsure of why you just suddenly changed.


ohwells, STUUUUDDYYIINNNG. <3

there are times when you feel hopeless because you fail to achieve something you want,
but i will never give up till the very end :D


school was awfully tiring today and i must say, Thank God i survived through chinese test although i didn't read the book.


there's A-Prime tomorrow and i think i am going to study in school first before going for class in the late afternoon. YESYES, emath and history test on thursday. HOW STRESSFUL. poof! but then we're released early on FRIDAY :D but we still have training, oh man. ):


okay, i'm having my break now. STUDYING IS SO TIRING TOO. poof! i am going to sleep early tonight because it is one in a million YEARS that i have finished my homework :D whoohoo, i feel so accomplished.


AND I ACTUALLY FINISHED THE LIT ASSIGNMENT THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE DONE IN CLASS TODAY. okay, i never did manage to finish one before this WHOLE YEAR, so it is really good. AND I AM SO DETERMINED TO START STUDYING AND DO WELL IN MY END YEARS.

there's only one thing i can say now,


i'm obsessed <3


SHOUOUTS:


hannah/ hello hannah!:D


sarah/ oh, it was kinda fun although there were only THREE of us. BOO ):


shan/ ayeaye, what cannot hear anything? lalalala. i aint a freakshow, you freakshow!


shiyou/ HEY THERE!<3