and i sing this song just for you;
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Monday, May 08, 2006
6:19 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANNAH DEAR. <3song tracks are being played while memories run through my train of thoughts. it wasn't easy for me to break that railway. just when i'm alone and need someone to talk to, you're never there. that lonely feeling i felt was terrifying. it's as if someone who was afraid of the dark and was stuck in the lift. perhaps if i took the other path, things would have been better. i'll take a very long time to reach the end of it; but i'm sure after some time, it'll fade away. i just knew that it was all wrong in the first place. regretting isn't going to change the fact that we've drifted away. i don't understand the fact why people love to be bootlickers. seriously, it aint gonna do you any good. at the same time, you neglect your close friends and only turn to them when those cool friends of yours have left you behind. think about it, it isn't fair to those close friends of yours. if you're reading this, i think we shouldn't be ignoring each other anymore but just be friends and forget the unhappy past which should have been thrown into the sea; never be found again. i'm glad that i've finally sorted out my thoughts. (: shououts:shiyou:yes i am &i'll definitely get close to GOD :D <3>
amanda mak: hahaha, thanks dear. to support me and GOD yes? :D ilove you so much <3>