i'll resign if this continues;
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Sunday, April 02, 2006
8:43 PM
the crashing waves washed my feet, the sandy beach which i left my footprints on have turned into memories. those unforgettable memories i had, will be left behind. i wouldn't carry it along, it'll make me think even more.i've sorted out my thoughts, i had to leave them behind to let it be washed away by the waves and that it would be lost in the sea. it wouldn't come back anymore, it's just lost and cannot be found anymore. i'm glad i had that walk along the beach today with my dear cousin. it really made me think through why i'm just hanging on.i've got to let go somehow, even though i may carry that hope sometimes. i've finally learnt to let it go, it's thrown into the sea. like how i threw those rocks.it would be floating on the surface, no one knows where it has gone. even if someone were to find it now, it's all pointless.if it doesnt belong to you, you have to let it go. today was really really reallly i wonder how many reallys but it was really fun. HAHA, did that confuse you? :D i went to east coast in the morning cause mummy had this car-boot sale thing &seriously,it was a waste of time cause we didnt sell much. amanda and i went to the beach THREE time. it was really good. i love you beach! after that, i went home and bathed! whooots, i felt so much better. went for band practice &i felt reallly rreallly scared. it was at foochow methodist church. i was really scared, and i prayed. GOD protected me, i'm glad he did. (: