one fine sunday morning once again, where i can really slack. obviously, i wouldnt be proud to say that i've not studied and done any of my homework. but ohwells, i still have got one more day. tomorrow! and i hope i'll at least get a chance to finish everything as well as prepare for my upcoming chem and lit test.

mag came over last night! and im sure we had a great time! hehehe. we watched freaky friday, but i fell asleep halfway. it ended at 1 and we went up to sleep! i have no idea what happened but i know i ended the conversation by saying "whatever la, im gonna sleep now. GOOD NIGHT! " haha. and i fell asleep till the next bright sunny morning.

i woke up at umm. 7.45. i opened the gate for mag and then guess what i did? i played the piano &i kinda modified the song "somewhere out there". ohohoh, i used the chords to make a new song! but i cant remember how to play it. just like random chords and stuff :D

tonight's the sleepover! i hope we'll be able to have supper at like umm. 2 am? if everyone's not asleep yet :D it's gonna be so cool. and i want WHIPPED CREAM, i like i like <3>

shoutouts:

alex: oh, cause i dont even understand mole concept myself! hahaha. im so dead for the upcoming test. ):

taugay: hahaha. french fries, french connection. see the CONNECTION? :D we aint childish, it's just you. HI TAUGAY.

shan: of course it's fun, but you know what? i was with her when you threw the french fries down.
hahaha. it's too dry la, thats why you pangsai twice after eating. I SHOULD BE DAWN'S TEACHER WHO TEACHES HER HOW TO BAKE BROWNIES :D

i woke up early this morning, as early as 6.50 hoping to get to school in time but i fell asleep. in the end, i didnt go to school. i was just too lazy to get up. but anyway, i hoped the cheerleaders did well even though i wasnt there to support them :D

i woke up at 1030 and i had tuition straight away. look how tired and exhausted i am after a week of school. &i'm definitely looking forward to the june holidays where i can really catch up with my studies :D now, i've got to do chem tuition homework and later, tuition homework again.

ohoh, guess what? mag is coming over later! oh yay! :D she's staying over. hehehe, this is fun. just MAG alone! hmms, im gonna watch a movie tonight and im gonna study too. look how disciplined i am :D :D i'll probably update later.

shoutouts:

alex: oh my, okay. mole concept? get vanessa leung to teach you la. she's so smart ):

rach: haha, whats so cool about it? it's just a tagboard! HELLO <3

friday friday freaky friday, it's finally FRIDAY :D okay, i made that up. aint it nice? hehehe.

i was super tired today, and i have no idea why. e math is getting easier, at least i get what miss tang is talking about and i kinda fell asleep during a math.

i promise mag sim is so demanding! at first, she said she wouldnt be able to find a file thats perfect. and hahaha, mine was! the first :D and then after that, she said. EH. i think you should go add some divider or something to separate the assignments and tests. OH MY, so demanding! ):

i went to kap for lunch today and then sa's house! she bathed and her mum was so nice to send us (shan,sa and me) to my house. i bathed and we went to kap once again hoping to see SOMEONE, but we didnt in the end. everyone left and we walked back to school. IF ONLY WE WENT TO ACJC BECAUSE I THOUGHT DRAMA NIGHT WOULD BE BORING. but ohwells, we didnt in the end! and MG won against ACSI :D:D:D you did well people! (:

we went to kap after that because we left early. it was really too boring, sorry if drama girls see this but yeah. it was really boring. and after everything, i went home with sa. she dropped at my bus-stop and took 156 home. here i am now, blogging.

it feels sometimes that everything's going all wrong,
and the world is tumbling down on you.
but after a while, you feel that it's actually you yourself who keeps thinking;
and bragging about it thats why.
but for now, i'm just not fine.
and i'm sure i'll be fine by tomorrow morning.

i'm simply too tired to do anything.

shoutouts:

taugay: BOO! and you're first on my shoutouts list. (:

shiyou: ohoh, it's alright. a math will do. i'll find someone else for bio :D thank you so much!

dawn: haha, whatever please. your brownies were simply too dry! make them more fudgey. it's alright, you're forgiven.

alex: and may i ask, why are you bored again?

i didnt come online yesterday, GOOD ACCOMPLISHMENT :D i was mugging so so hard for history last night that i fell asleep and didnt have time to study a math. &apparently, i didnt study for a math at all in the end. but now, they are all over! oh yay! it's HURRRAYY time :D

lesson was kinda slack today. bio was super funny. vanessa leung is an AUNTIE, and cheryl's some (i dont know how to spell word) kid. but i was laughing at the way mrs cheong called vanessa an auntie. i drew my graph wrongly and sa started laughing at me. then sa drew it wrongly too and mrs cheong went : you also drew your graph wrongly! dont laugh at her. hahaha, super funny.

after recess, we had history test and then a math test. two in a row! oh my, that really sucked but after that we had two free periods! which meant we had one and a half hours of free period. we were supposed to do work, but of course, we didnt. mrs choo didnt come to school today thats why.

i went to settle some tuition stuff today with sa and i went home. tuition was cancelled again. cause i couldnt make it back in time. saturday! my next tuition time (: and now, im off to do work. look how good and disciplined i am.

shoutouts:

alex: at the way you're tagging my tagboard, people will assume that you're crazy cause you're talking to yourself. HAHAHA.

sa: oh my, cannot find chem ws? photocopy. there's such a thing :D i read your post, and i tagged you! <3

everything's changing, and people like me are changing too. well, for the better of course :D im beginning to work harder ever since i realised how slack i am after failing bio for all the tests.

school wasnt really fun today. e math, a math. the same old stuff. chem, it was quite funny. cause we were reading the example that mrs sim gave to us. then we were reading it so muddily, then she was like CUT! and hannah said, ACTION! FANN WONG APPEARS. hahaha. darn funnny. when the bell rang, we just stood up and walked out of class when she hadnt finished her lesson. ohwells, chem lessons are beginning to be much more fun!

bio and english was after recess. it was the first time i didnt fall asleep during bio and time really passed so quickly. we went out to write during english and i honestly think we should do something about our attitude towards work now that we're sec.three after what mrs leong said to us. i feel guilty for not completing my english homework, so i've made it a point to finish my english homework which was due two weeks ago. and i'm proud to say that i'm almost done with the comprehension questions. only the summary and vocabulary left which wouldnt take me very long to do.

chinese was hahaha, slack. chinese has always been fun. and im disappointed with my chinese marks, i'm seriously deproving. i need to do something about my chinese, and not continue this way.

today, i'm proud to say that i went home straight after school and i studied! but i fell asleep halfway. ohwells. studying makes me want to go the dreamland.

shoutouts:

dawn: whoops, it's from 6 to 7.12. i cant seem to change the previous post.

alex: i know you were so bored this morning but you didn't have to resort to flooding my tagboard to amuse youself. you should deserve to own the tagboard cause it's my blog. :D

sa: oh man. sa, i agree with you :D

i felt the love from everyone this morning. sa and annabeth would know what! (: i seriously love sa and appreciated her for bringing me there. <3

i'm going to shop next week! OH YAY. (: mummy's bringing me out.

band practice was good today! oh my. my cousins, uncle and auntie watched one of the songs we played today. and she actually recorded it. hahaha. they made comments. ohwellls, i'm gonna study later i hope. or finish up my homework.

theses words are super meaningful. "i took the road less travelled by,and that has made all the difference"

shoutouts:

dawn: hahaha, it's alright. next month, we'll do much better. (: i know who you were with from 6 to 7.12 :D

amanda mak: hahaha. ILOVEAMANDAMAK <3

im back from everything that has happened today. i woke up this morning at 9 and i was an examiner for my sister's mock exam. had lunch and tuition was next. tuition really past super fast, &dinner was next. cherlyn's concert was kinda fun. i am back from this long long long day! :D &im excited for tomorrow. things are gonna be way way fun (: i missed dance night but i supported sa in my heart! (:

there's band practice tomorrow, &im definitely looking forward to it.

amanda mak had a personal post for me in her blog. and i really feel darn honoured. &im proud to tell the world that she's someone whom i would never quarrel with even though i have once, but i'm sure it would never happen again. i really love her so much. i promise she's going to be someone who i'll turn to when i have problems or maybe when happiness comes. <3>

there's something i wish to bear in mind. "we can't be shining examples, but we can at least twinkle a little".

today was quite slack, &obviously i am happy about it :D sophia blackmore lecture was supposingly interesting but then i was too tired and i actually fell asleep! refreshments was good, oh my. the cream puffs i ate was like toonnes? i just stuffed one into my mouth! hahahaha. and rachel tang was like, cheryl's mouth is very big. hurhur. i'm going for dance night tomorrow! yay (:

shoutouts:

sa: hahaha, alright my dear. i'll go read (:

shiyou: oh yay. when are your exams going to be over? i really need help in a math and bio too. BIO IS THE ONE I NEED HELP MOST IN.

mag: hi my dear boyfriend, how have you been? <3

dawn: hahaha. hmms, lets call someone else to come with us! :D i cant wait either, tuition has got to be over first. ):

i havent blogged yesterday. &im proud to say that i've made a big accomplishment. i've not touched the internet at home the whole of yesterday! :D that was all because i was stressed out having to study for history and biology. i feel so much better after taking both tests and i must say, there's a possibility of failing both. ):

i went to school super duper stressed out today cause i practically couldn't remember anything. now, im glad that they're all over now. e math is getting easier, and a math is getting harder. bio is getting harder while chem is getting easier.

it's social studies lesson now, &im done with my work :D:D look how good i am.

shoutouts;

alex: haha, be honoured please.

sa: hahaha, it's just a shoutout sa. iloveyoutoo <3

vera: ohoh, hi there! :D

i shall update later when i get home. <3

the thought that bio and history test are on thursday is seriously killing me. im so scared, nervous whatever. everything that bothers me now has got to do with school work. ): im so stressed out.

i went to school with freaking big swollen eyes today, panda eyes. and everyone kinda knew about it. ohwellos. the morning started off quite well, only that my eyes werent fine. chem practical was quite fun! :D two practicals in one lesson seriously is tiring cause we have to rush. bio prac was after that, and i'm pretty sure i had lots of errors. i didnt seem to be able to do the table! ): we didnt have english but bio instead.

i watched squash finals today. and honestly speaking, i felt that tensed feeling when i saw dawn play. bowling is totally different! but whatever it is, we cheered our lungs out for them &i'm proud of them. and jillian for that good good game, close fight. (:

i came home and studied two hours of bio. it's so difficult, im dying. i wish i was some genius who is able to do every question, not matter how hard it is. (:

i had a good hair morning until 2.4 came. i seriously prayed so hard to ask GOD to grant me an A, but i guess it's not time yet. if only i had trained harder, i would have ran faster and not miss that one second. &dawn says, serve you right. it seems like i've got to run and train for next year, oh yes i'm gonna make it a point to run every week, at least once (: it seriously drained me, but i was well after that. and now, im having very bad muscle aches. ): but i still thank GOD for seeing me through the whole run.

i fell asleep during chinese class, and i seriously felt like puking but obviously, i didnt. the sick bay was freaking full, &i had to go back to class. in the end, i continued lesson cause i felt better after taking my antibiotics which i hadnt took for the morning. history was quite fun, we did group work! :D and i had so much fun crapping until when Mrs Ng came back to class. i kinda like fell asleep. and she said, i guess mondays arent good days. look at cheryl, she's half dead. hahaha. i was like, half asleep and she told me to go wash my face but i didnt want to cause there was only 10 mins left. look how guai i am :D

i had lunch with dawn and agnes. haha. super funny, her dramatic acts can seriously make you laugh esp. hannah. she laughs continuously (: i really hope our "conferencing group" will remain as friends (: im talking about hannah, shan, dawn, sa and me. our long lasting friendship will stay for these two years that we're together <3

those beautiful memories i used to have, i wish to go back in time to where i enjoyed. 2005, the year i loved most and i still do.

our wonderful class, funny chairman, everything we did to make the class so lively and enjoyable. i miss everything now that we're separated and put into different class.

our class parties never work, because some wouldnt come.

but most of all, i miss my dear boyfriend who used to sit next to me& who i could talk to when i was bored. we were together for the whole year if you ever did notice, we didnt move at all.

and i really miss those times when i turn back and say, HI JIA :D

okay, why am i thinking of my beautiful past? now when things are different, i've got to learn to adapt and of course, carry on with life :D

now compare how we all look last time and now, it's all different. well, the second last picture was taken a year ago, after family night. good memories are never forgotten. (:

tuition i must say was somewhat fun cause mummy finally met my tuition teacher. hahaha. had tuition this morning and i practically fell asleep after tuition for about 25 mins before getting ready to go for dental appt. my teeth are progressing well, and are quite clean even though i have those braces on. they make my teeth hard to brush okay, it aint easy.

after tuition, went to junction 8 before heading to town. and guess who i saw. i saw miss tang, and she told me i passed my test but could have done better. aww man, that means i must have gotten some careless mistakes. ): i really wish to do well, but i guess i've got to work harder. town wasnt that fun, only the ice cream part and the massage chairs. &of course, not forgetting the best ice kachang i ever had at wistma. it was so good, it drained all my sorrows. i was listening to greatest story ever told, and it has seriously explained all my feelings.

i was on the phone ever since i came out of the bathroom. people called, conference again like what we always have. and i think sa fell asleep. everyone hung up, and i came to blog since i was so bored. i need to talk to someone when i'm sad, haha. and gregory messaged me today asking some super random question you wouldnt want to know. hahaha.

shoutouts:
sa and alex: i seriously appreciated all those tags you left on my tagboard. i was sad until i saw those stuff, thank you :D

grace: hahaha, too bad. think of something next time. a hi is managable i guess. (:

i'm finally back from everything that has happened today.

bussed down to orchard this morning, &i waited for agnes to come before going together to meet mag and the rest. yups. i shopped round heeren for a while before agnes came, haha. and i realised heeren actually had quite a number of nice things but the problem is that, cheryl's got no money ):

we went to watch eight below &it was so nice that i cried :D i left them after that and i took a frigging cab to bugis and i paid $5.90 just from orchard to bugis. haha. thats pretty ex, &in the end we went back to cine cause there wasnt any right timing at bugis. okay, that was such a waste of money. but it was all planned by GOD to happen that way.

in the end, i didnt feel like watching ice age 2 so i went to look for agnes and mag again! hahaha. what a stupid mistake la. i should have stayed with them the whole time. haha. we went shopping. hahaha. &i went home after two hours cause agnes had her sister and mag needed to go :D

imagine if i stayed with sa that whole group, i'll be home late. haha. here's to sa and hannah, i'm sorry for leaving you guys alright. i'll make up for that, i really needed to shop :D

i'm gonna study later, after dinnner. &prepare for tuition tomorrow. i havent done tuition homework! oh no, i've got to rush them. ):

it was once, never again. yesterday was somewhat okay. i bought a pair of earrings &went home due to my super tired legs. i ordered pizza for dinner last night and brought them over to cousins' house. everyone finished the hawaiian pizza and the bbq chicken was like, so much left. hahaha.

i'm going out later with my dear sweetie number 2, oh yeah we can finally shop :D and not forgetting boyfriend! and then i'll meet sa, hannah and shan later. yups, i hope it turns out fun.

i'm just pretty annoyed with someone now.

yay, i'm just too happy to be true :D wednesday is finally over, which means this week of school is over. there's swim meet tmr, and friday is good friday. lots of fun i wish, but i can't neglect my best friends, books. with those three tests next week, i'll probably die. ):

not coming to school yesterday seriously made me worst with the amount of homework i have to do which seriously freaked me out. one comprehension, which would seriously take up so much time. and a math worksheet, i'm totally lost. but ohwells, i'll catch up soon :D

history today was kinda funnny. here's the convo.

mrs ng: hitler was able to become a successful dictator because...

shanise: he was able to dictat. *whole class laughs*

&mrs ng walks out of class laughing. haha, the class laughs with her. and she comes in saying, what a bimbotic answer!

math test was smoooth-sailing today, except for the first two questions. the back, i'm quite confident to get the full marks. (:

i seriously think everyone's slacking after b.div. there's hardly anyone going for trng now. haha. trng was super slack. &because i havent trained for so long, my legs were super tired after two games. it drained me, i was half-dead. it killed me so badly, i couldnt come back to life.

i wouldnt dare deny the fact that you are my greatest fear now. i'll just sit and wait for you to tell me whether you did or not.

dawn, shan and eunice came over just now to visit me, hahaha. they came over for lunch and we talked. (: dawn left for tuition, leaving shan and eunice and of course ME in that small lil' cold room i lived in. things arent going well for some of us, but we've got to perservere on.

i havent talked to sa yet! where did she go?

tuesdays are quite sucky cause we have two periods of chem, but it's practical! how can i afford to miss such a fun period! hahaha, okay i'm beginning to love chemistry so much :D

staying at home seriously sucks. &to be taking medicine after every meal makes me want to puke so much i can't take it. i woke up by the loud vibration of my phone.haha, guess who sent me messages!? vanessa and hannah! haha.

hannah was like: cheryl, dont bluff me ah! i really didnt bluff her, i wasnt going to school.

singaporeans are so prone to falling sick. elvina and clarence are sick too. get well soon :D

it's fun to sleep slack whatever at home, but when you get back to school tomorrow, look at the amount of homework you've got to do. it's going to shooot you down like shit, homework seriously suck. but the weird thing is that i can actually get so engrossed in doing work once i start :D

i should update later! i want to talk to sa and hannah! like now. but they're in school ):

true enough, i have someone to bitch about today! :D there are just two bitches i really dont wish to pinpoint, but seriously, stop making life hard for this poor girl i know. if you're reading this (which i don't think you would) please, stop your nonsense and leave her alone. she doesnt deserve to be treated this way, &in the end, you'll be the one getting hurt because you were the one going round spreading all these shit.

i'm like telling you to stop before you live to regret it. it's words of advice, if you wish to not suffer next time. it's not worth making life so hard for someone you dislike, cause in the end, you'll get retribution. leave her alone please, she doesnt deserve such treatment from you. and for the other one, stop acting in front of her. you're just a freaking insensitive ______, who thinks you're so pretty and blah blah blah. i'm sorry, but SHE's way better than you.

school was alright today! chapel service was good good good :D super duper funny la. haha. i wanna go to school tomorrow, but cheryl's sick. ): i went to the doctors just now, and he gave me MC. so i guess i dont have to go to school tomorrow, whooots yay. this is good but i'm gonna miss practical again. sighsigh, i really need to ketchup on my work, and not eat too much chilli before my frigging sore throat gets into a worser condition.

i've got shoutouts! :D

hannah: don't be sad anymore okay, looking back would just bring back happpy days and therefore, you'll be missing them with your broken heart.

sa: you you you! cheer up, i've even reserved a page for you in my diary to write you cheer up notes. my dear friend, stop worrying. something good will result later.it's only a matter of time.

taugay: you! stop spouting nonsense. &your restrictions.

mag: where are my chocolates my dear boyfriend?!

agnes: you! run faster for 2.4! :D hahaha. your whole body is aching i know, take care dear sweetie two! :D

amanda mak: where have you been? &your poor friend has been waiting for your letter.

iris: my dear sweetie, i havent been talking to you! ):

jiahui: okayokay, we'll go out soon. my house, kap, town whatever you said :D on thursday if you can! but i know you've got tuition. bleaugh, another time dear! :D

shan: hello my dear, i saw a PEACE shirt! :D iloveyoumy dear les partner no.1

dawn: STEWPETE! :D you're gonna miss sitting next to me in chinese class tomorrow, hahaha.

thats all for today, i cant think of any.

cheryl was sad and now she's happpy.

i'm so happpy that i've got great friends who cheered me up.

i promise i don't like my mother and my sisters, i wouldnt use hate, it's too strong a word. i'm reallly so disgusted by them. i hate HER. i really do, stop thinking you're so great to be able to shout at me. get lost, you're just a freaking loser who tries to copy others. you're so not original. i'm going to get out of this house soon, &i'm sure you'll live to regret everything. this world is unfair, i promise. &i'm sure GOD will make it fair now :D

i have nothing to bitch about now. i'll probably bitch about someone tomorrow, &it's gonna be for some stupid reason.

Who are you now?
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow?
What do you do
At this very moment when I think of you?
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that?

No matter how I fight it
Can't deny it
Just can't let you go

I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Now look at me
Instead of moving on,
I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
And I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last (to last)

I've tried to fight it
Can't deny it
You don't even know

That I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you

Ohhhh
Wish I could find you
Just like you found me
Then I would never let you go (without you)

Though everything's been said and done (yeah)
I still feel you (I still feel you)
Like I'm right beside you (like I'm right beside you)
But still no (still no word) word from you

i was thinking of you when this song played in my mind, but in time to come, this song will be put away in the "lost and never found" box.

sometimes you have this feeling that something is going to happen, but then at the same time you aren't sure of it.

i'm quite sure many of us have had this feeling; &you'll definitely feel very terrible and why the world is so unfair.

dont give up hope and tell yourself that GOD will definitely make the world fair, but the key word here is time. it matters most.

dinner with dad today was kinda screwed but ohwells. we had quite a good time :D i'm back home, and i seriously think kitty is being such a stupid joker. he's like, what did you have for breakfast? something fast right? WTH.

the weekends are finally here, oh yeah. we're gonna have so much fun.

thursday was NOT FUN. i thought i had already given up, but i realised i havent. but at least, i have a little or maybe half (: i went to kap &surprisingly, i studied chem. haha. with grace &she was so so so slow. at night, i didnt reallly study. i was on the phone with sa. but i slept early. hehehe. here's what our conversation was like.

cheryl: sa, i'm not going to study chem anymore.
sa: okay.
[5 mins later]
cheryl:sa, whats this and whats that?
sa: i thought you said you didnt want to study anymore?

haha. i cant remember what i asked her. the this and that was like, randomness :D i'm bored. totally bored.

friday, chem test scared the hell out of me. 3t took it first and they said it's pretty hard if you didnt study. which apparently, i didnt. but i found it rather easy though. it was okay. not say super easy and not say super hard. so it's just slightly above average. i feeel gooood. chem test is over. i'm gonna pass this one. &i've got to work on my bio. i've been failing too many & now, it should be NO MORE.

b.div is over, it's super fast i promise. super duper fast. two weeeks of competition &it's over. the next one would be next year, which i hope wouldnt come so fast. olevels year. ): now that b div is over, we've got more time to study. yeah, and not worry about b div.

friday was fun fun fun. i stayed back till 6 plus with shan waiting for hannah to end training. &we went out for dinnner. guthrie house, which turned out kinda fun. haha, all our laughters disturbing those poor customers being made our victims :D

i reallly love sleepovers, and i really want to have one soon :D june holidays would be too long. but it'll come soon since love mg is in 6 weeks. so that means, holidays are in 6 weeks which i'm sure it would pass really fast.

sports carnival was kinda boring but ohwells, lost the match. haha. mag and i played badminton doubles with kelly and crystal. haha. super funny people. haha. &i didnt play singles in the end, cause apparently, zhijing wanted to play for me but they said my name wasnt there. i have no idea what happened la.

benchball, we won the first round but lost the final round. hahahaha. ohwellls, to char's team. all the good good people were in there. not that we were lousy but we were equally good alright!

dad's birthday dinner later, i'm so tired but i've excited. cheryl dressed up today! :D

whooots, ilove that song now. &i have no frigging idea why :D i'm probably high now, and later i'll be down. bleaugh. i wouldnt fall down, please.

today was a really really fun day! it started off with health checkup. dawn, sa and i talked most of the time. hahaha. super funnnny. then hannah came and left. &shan came much much later and stayed for good (: i think we're realllly high at times, but shan made me sad today! ): haha. but i was well after that. we went back for class, and supposed to have english but 15 mins wouldnt matter. we talked. hannah, dawn, lian kim, sa, hyung,shan and me! about hell lot of things. haha. we laughed, and we smiled. hahaha. i'm darn blooody high now.

lit was fun, we ate chocolates in class. history was super duper bad. i failed SBQ. my first question helped me hell lot,

&i wanna say thank you to tong.

haha, if he didnt teach me how to answer inferring questions, i wouldnt have gotten this grade but a much lower one. and the rest were like what. L2/2. bleaugh. zhijing for 17 luh. but i got a better mark than her for the first question. hahahaha. i'm so smart, but i still fail. it's an ironic phrase! hehehe. A-math,i have finally caught up with the class and understoood what has been going on.

chem was HAHAHAHA, not fun. &math was kinda stupid cause i was freaking lost. &obviously, i fell asleep at one point of time till the bell rang. HAHAHA. stayed back with miss tang, went through what i've missed out. and i am proud to say that i've caught up! miss tang praised me okay. saying that i'm goood to want to stay back and let her explain what i've missed, unlike grace. HAHAHA, grace i'm smarter than you. i hope she doesnt see this. WHOOTS, i'm feeling great today :D

&i have no idea why! i'm gonna have a date later, guess who it is. it's my dear darling books <3

angels have brought me to somewhere i don't belong. that line you said has been in my mind for a very long time. did you actually mean everything you said? or was it just you being sacarstic? i have no freaking idea &i'm so confused.

sometimes it feels as though the whole world has turned against me, but i know i'm just hallucinating. i need to get well, and recover from this sad sad illness. i'm just so tired thinking about all these when in the first place, shouldnt even be thought of.

i need the beach someone. shanise ho! bring me to the beach and i'll bring you to your ferris wheel. &mag, where are you? i know you're studying geog ;thats why i shouldn't disturb you cause i know i need your shoulder very badly. ): you're busy, i need a very big big big hug from you! :D

there's only one word that can bring me down. meet my new friend, stress.

now i know why michelle said i fell ill not because i was reallly sick but because of affairs of the heart. it's because i didnt see magdalene ho yesterday! my dear boyfriend :D ohwellls, perhaps michelle is right!

i didnt go to school today again (: masters today was realllly a tough tough tough fight. but i screamed hell lot, &after that, i met mag for lunch. saw audrey and xingting there. i promise they're super cute.

cheryl reached home prettty late, like at 5 something? yes and sa callled not long later. whoots, i feel so much better now. i talked to sa and mag today! yay :D i feel gooood. <3

i'm pretty sure you know everything now. i know that you know the whole truth, it's been given away. &nothing i can do to change the fact that we're drifting apart. thats why i need a time-machine.

monday monday, it started off well. i saw my dear boyfriend! whooots, i know she didnt seee me but i know she missed me! :D

b div 2006, mg is second. okay, disappointing results but i know everyone has put in their best shot, and the LORD has guide us through this journey coming this far (: dont be disheartened.

i fell sick today. ): at the bowling alley somemore. everyone were like, cheryl! you're damn hot. and my reply was, oh yes thank you. haha. they're like, eh seriously you're super hot. take medicine, but i didnt want to. in the end, i was a good girl and took my medicine :D thank you iris and taugay for buying panadol for me <3>

the crashing waves washed my feet,

the sandy beach which i left my footprints on have turned into memories.

those unforgettable memories i had, will be left behind.

i wouldn't carry it along, it'll make me think even more.

i've sorted out my thoughts, i had to leave them behind to let it be washed away by the waves and

that it would be lost in the sea.

it wouldn't come back anymore, it's just lost and cannot be found anymore.

i'm glad i had that walk along the beach today with my dear cousin.

it really made me think through why i'm just hanging on.

i've got to let go somehow, even though i may carry that hope sometimes.

i've finally learnt to let it go, it's thrown into the sea. like how i threw those rocks.

it would be floating on the surface, no one knows where it has gone.

even if someone were to find it now, it's all pointless.

if it doesnt belong to you, you have to let it go.

today was really really reallly i wonder how many reallys but it was really fun. HAHA, did that confuse you? :D i went to east coast in the morning cause mummy had this car-boot sale thing &seriously,it was a waste of time cause we didnt sell much. amanda and i went to the beach THREE time. it was really good. i love you beach!

after that, i went home and bathed! whooots, i felt so much better. went for band practice &i felt reallly rreallly scared. it was at foochow methodist church. i was really scared, and i prayed. GOD protected me, i'm glad he did. (:

i promise i have a fetish for click five now. haha. they're so goood. whooots, i'm happy. there's no tuition today! YAY :D:D

yesterday
school was super fun. we played april's fool on mrs sim and miss tang. haha. the sscreeaming, switching off of lights made it so fun. haha. mrs sim played along with us, and miss tang believed us. HAHA. but she knew it was all APRIL FOOLS DAY.

expresso last night wasnt all that fun neither was it all that boring. but yeah, i went out halfway and people had been calling me. haha. no reception in the auditorium what. i wanted to go for supper but mummy didnt allow. bleaugh. i went home, and i fell asleeep. i'm so going to miss everyone. ): mag,jia,eunice,shan,hannah and agnes are going for expresso today. OHOH, i saw my iris sweetie and jiayi! :D

&i'm quite sure that today's gonna be a fun fun fun day. cause there's only tuition at 3 :D

say goodnight - click five
Our seperation has it's faults
But I don't wanna leave it all
So write the letters in teary ink
I just need some time to think
And I just need some time to breathe

[Chorus]
Baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
Baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
Baby just walk away
You know I can't stay
There's no easy way to say goodbye
So baby just say goodnight

We're in a spell that never ends
The empty hourglass wore me thin
So let the phone do it's work
Your voice is heaven
But it hurts
Your words are memories
But they burn

[Chorus]
Baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
Baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
Baby just walk away
You know I can't stay
There's no easy way to say goodbye
So baby just say goodnight

Baby don't say goodbye
Baby just close your eyes
And dream,tomorrow's on it's way
So just walk away

[Chorus]
Baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
Baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
Baby just walk away
You know I can't stay
There's no easy way to say goodbye
So baby just say goodnight

Baby just say goodnight