take it or lose it;
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Friday, March 03, 2006
11:25 PM
training today was frigging fun :D:D bowled with audrey, sarah and vic.ng today. we were playing the "buy the drink" game. ohwellls. super fun. and then we had resetting of the counter and everything. haha. super cool. anyways, i've something to say.
it's not that i'm ignoring you or anything but sometimes, you've got to be aware of the way you carry yourself. i'm not against you or anything but give it a thought, do some soul-searching (which i know you wouldn't) and really think why others would say such unpleasant stuff about you. you say you want to do well, all determined but did you put in effort? if you did, your results would have been much higher. and stop complaining about it. you're a dominant, i know. i've got to understand that fact, but you don't have to push it and make things worst. at first, things were getting better. but i really have no idea what happened. but i just have something against you now. look at yourself before you talk about others. stop saying as if you're super pretty or something because you know you're not. you're described as a "havoc" person. i'm serious. it's not something new, this has happened in secondary one. ohwellls, i think i've said enough. i don't wish to say anymore to make it tooo obvious :D:D but i'm sure amanda mak would know what i'm talking about. i just poured everything out to her just now over our LONG conversation. hurhur. it's more of a PERSONALITY CRASH.
i changed seats with dawn today. okay, new environment and i'm proud to say that i understand better now. with the help of zhijing. for e math and chem. after like what mrs mag sim said, she'll be like, do you understand? if not, she'll explain it. haha. how sweeet. i'm gonna do better for CA2. yesyes. hahaha. i'm determined. love! <3
