if i could turn back time;
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Sunday, March 26, 2006
7:29 PM
i recall back and thought about what happened last night. if things were to be normal again, it'll be good. i know it wouldnt be 100% normal.&i'm sure about that. the past may not be ranked up, but it would still be there; probably untouched till later.
after all that has happened, we've drifted apart. don't deny that fact, it's true. look back and think of the nov/dec holidays. it was way better than what we are now. but that was then, it cant change anything.
honeslty speaking, i never knew you would EVER read my blog. i took it for granted, but i realised i was wrong yesterday. those harsh words hit so hard, it turned my whole world upside down. there's a confession i wish to make and it's that i was really freaking out last night, &i didnt know how to reply. i wanted so much to pour it all out, but i couldn't. it's just bottled up in there. some things just can't be said because it'll hurt either one; or even cause more trouble. i can't get rid of that whole conversation from my mind, it's bothering me so much. perhaps, we'll be the best of friends in the coming future or just be friends, not close friends but we just know each other by name. i just need some time to reflect on what i have done to myself. but anyway, i'm sorry.
i'm lost, confused. i've already did whatever i could; and i've decided to leave the rest into GOD's hands cause i'm sure he'll do something about this.
there are people out there who are feeling the same way, maybe not the same situation as me. but to those out there, i'm just a call away :D &leave everything into GOD's hands because you've already did everything you could. don't be so sad anymore alright. i hope you see this, but never mind if you don't. i'll tell you tomorrow. remember, call me when you think of ____ iloveyousomuchdear. <3
