i reallly miss you;
♥
Monday, March 06, 2006
9:57 PM
i have no idea why but i suddenly felt that anxiety and excitment when i saw that whole group of them. the truth is, i reallly miss you even though i always say that i'm over you and everything. but that doesn't mean i can't live without you. I CAN OKAY :D:D thinking back, i really miss the past we had. and yes, i really do. i ain't kidding, it's true. we talked last night and it seems as if we havent talked for a long time. 24 hours hasnt even passed ): okay, monday has always been fun. saw the love mg people today! hahaha. we had dinnnner with them last night. hahaha. sharing past experiences. & we were so nice to buy dinner for them! hahaha. the dinnner at kap with char and sa was super fun. we were like laughing. hurhur. anw, i reached home at about 10. this morning, went straight to the audi. saw them practise again. and had pe. it's fun, i know. played badminton. WHOOOTS. zhijing and i were like, GO GO GO FOR IT. playing with shanya and pammee was best can :D and i wouldnt forget, my doubles partner for sports carnival is MAGDALENE HO BAO QING, I LOVE YOU BOYFRIEND <3>
training today was quite depressing and demoralising though i had fun people at my lane who really cheered me up. esp lizhen and yvonnne. and of course, not forgetting audrey, gale and SARAH.haha. the cute lil' one. lizhen was like telling me, you know there was this guy who actually believed my friend when she said, okay fine! BYE. and she made that operator thing "this is the singtel......" super funnny. that guy is so dumb. i wonder who. &the "seeya" thing. messaging and asking, ARENT YOU COMING TO MY HOUSE? i was like, wth. so ego. oh my. i nearly died laughing :D
&of course yvonnne. haha. who cheered me up with her stupid lame jokes and encouragement which i must say, i apppreciate them. and her H20. hehehehe. i kept drinking. i was frigging thirsty. zhen was super excited to eat her kueh lapis that i was going to give her. I THINK I AM SUPER NICE AND SWEEET. my face tells it all, i'm high and ego at the same time, depressed. laughing is a sign of depression :D
