i am sorry;
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Wednesday, February 01, 2006
6:53 PM
i forgot what i wanted to say. bleaugh.
i'm dreading schoool. but now, i think i'm getting the hang of A MATH. (: i can solve quadratic equations. yesyes :D i rock please. *CLAP CLAP*
last night was a total scare for me. lalala. i was so sad. but i think i became high when iris did that "fortune telling" of hers. wth? she was telling me who i'm going to date and everything. quite funny. but, i didn't laugh. only the first few questions were funnny :D
i pretended to sleep last night. heh. cause i was on the comp, and it was already 11.30. i remember. mum and dad were playing mahjong with grandmummy and daddy. and they stopped at the time when i wanted to talk to pammee. so, i preteneded to sleep. i was waiting for daddy to go upstairs, but he didnt till like 12.30? wth. so, at 11.48, i decided to switch off my computer and say byebye to PAMMEE and IRIS. lucky, iris had to go! :D hahahaha. I OWE YOU ONE SONG DEARIEH. when i clicked the TURNOFF button, guess what happened? HAHAHAHA. clarence sent a message, and i automatically went OFFLINE. it was quite funnny. cause like, suddenly got some pop-up, and i'm like. OHOH. it's clarence! and it went off. HAHAHA. i'm SO SORRY. (:
that wasn't it. i couldn't get to sleep. i wanted to call someone, but everyone seemed to be sleeping. I KNOW I COULD CALL PAMMEE OKAY. wth. i know she was awake! waiting for ME to come online again. i think. HEH. :D
i dread school. blooody hell. it's not fair that acsi has an EXTRA HOLIDAY today. they should share all their holidays with US since we're their sister school. hurhur. but thats quite impossible. i was quite sad in school today. i kinda like, DREADED IT. thats why. and grace was kinda scared. cause during english right, we sat at the quadrangle. grace, shanya, VANESSA and I were seated down on the benches. grace and shanya were telling me stuff. i shant say. yupps. and i was quite scared la. cause i thought they were talking about me. but honestly, i'm joining for the right reason. i hope grace reads this. and they got kinda scared cause my eyes went a lil' teary. and the whole day, grace was like ARE YOU OKAY? stuff likethat. i feel like a PRINCESS! :D cool la. okay. thats about it.
recess was fun man. had some discussion thing till someone came. i'm sorry but you're changing. i never knew you were that way. and please, stop saying that you don't want to talk to me. cause if you want it that way, i can grant you your wish. okay, i was kinda pissed off at first. I THINK MY ACTING SKILLS ARE GOOD MAN. i had grace, shanya, eunice and vanessa foooled. oh my. i rock don't i? :D i shant say it here if not someone will see it. hurhur. i feel so mean.
but if thats the way you're going to treat me, then i suggests we shouldnt be friends. it's a personality crash. it wouldnt be fair to both of us. cause you get angry at the slightest things. some people would know who i'm talking about, some wouldnt. how about yourself? look at yourself first before you talk about others. you say others are two-faced, hypocrites. how about yourself? you're so ironic. or are you just dumb? you badmouth my very good friend to me, and please, you have brains to think that i'll tell her right. and you even wanted her to be in your band. please, you don't like her and you want her to be in your band. what an ironic thought. i give up on you. you could be angry with me, i don't care. now, it's up to you if you still want to be friends. it's alright losing a friend like you. rather than losing all my friends just because of a hypocrite like you. i'm sorry but you really do need an attitude change. my friends forgave you time and time again, you were stubborn; you didnt change. we're just too forgiving. i hope all i've said will just knock some sense into you.
training was bad. i didn't bowl well. ohwellls. i'm back. but anyway, i think i better go eat and study a math! (: there's a test tmr. and the only thing i don't know is exponential equations. i'm going to be guai tonight. it's BATHING TIME. <3
