because of you.
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Tuesday, February 07, 2006
12:02 AM
monday is not a very good day for me. monday blues :D had chapel in the morning. it's super good. (: the bass guitar was cool. i'm serious. COOL MAN, WHATEVER. hurhur. go watch i not stupid too and you'll understand! P.E. was fun! whoooohoo. we played game. and i'm seriously convinced that i have a slow reaction. bleaugh.
recess, i didnt eat much. nuggets! i ate nuggets. chinese was terrible. i fell asleep. i kept falling asleep. i'm serious. it's not that i want to sleep but i was really very tired. after netball and everything. i'm very scared for test tomorrow. i think i need chinese tuition. oh no. it's really bad. a math, i passed a math test! i'm super happy. i could have gotten full marks. blooody hell. but never mind, dad and mum said i could improve one or two marks the next test. hahaha. that was taken from I NOT STUPID TOO. sigh sigh. it was really sad. i cried like 6 times la. i think i have a soft heart. thats why i'm so nice! :D
bio was kinda fun. grace was telling me stuff. and planning. wth. haha. she's like, i want you two to go out! hahahah. stupid can. let's see what she's going to do. hurhur. history was FUN FUN FUN! :D now i know how to answer test hypothesis questions! and i'm really going to score for this one. i better do my L5 answer again. and this time, write faster.
training was tiring i know. i bowled a shitty 124. then the next game. 8/ X X X then i forgot. training was over. wahlao. i think i need to work on my pin 10 sparing. yesyes. and my pin 3 6 10 sparing. my pin 7 and 2 4 5 sparing is good. (: someone told me something today. ohwells. and i have a personal message for you.
i know you read my blog. you don't understand what i mean. you think it's not you, but please, read in between the lines. think of what you've said. don't be ironic. you say it couldnt be you, but it is you. you've said something bad about someone. apologise to her personally will you? i know she's not that kind of person. you always think you're right. but have you thought whether you may have gone wrong somewhere. i'm not talking to you or rather, dont want to talk to you because you get angry over the slightest things. you've got to accept the fact that if you treat me as your best friend, i wouldnt treat you like one. cause i have other friends. as i said, it's a personality crash. i may mean so much as a friend, but you may mean just a friend to me. i have nothing to say if you still deny the fact that i'm talking to you cause truth is, i am. i know it hurts. but thats the way things should be. someone told me that even if you were to apologise to my friend, i shouldnt talk to you. well, i dont wish to be mean or whatsoever. and if you really want to know LALALA then just say la. i will willingly give you his email and friendster url for you to add him. i have no say in this. you want a reconcilation, but is it possible? honestly speaking, i don't think we should be close. because both of us live in two different worlds.
