thats how i know that things are going to change;
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Sunday, January 15, 2006
9:13 PM
today's SUNDAY. but it wasnt a nice day. i did work the whole day. since the time i was awake, till this time. (:
work work work was the only thing i did today. and it wasn't interesting, i promise. i had to call taugay and ask her to teach me how to do. and now, i'm DONE with math. everything that has got to do with math. and the others. yupps. chem too. ((: i rock so much. hurhur :D:D i'm being too ego these few days.
i called iris after that. and we talked. yes. she was kinda funny. she was telling me what happened to her during training today. yuppps. it's been 5 days. yupps. or rather, many days have passed. everything seemed so long. ):
i'm afraid. my phone bill is so going to burst this month, seriously. i've been messaging to people overseas. ahhhhhh... i'm so dead. i'm DARN scared that i'm not paying normal rate. grrs. i've sent like 50-60 plus already. omg. i'm freaking dead. grrs. someone tell me that it's normal rate, it'll be a relief :D:D
anyways, i'm pissed. really pissed. i mean it. someone's pissing me off at home.okay. kevin just told me that it is normal rate. hurhur. back to the subject. my whole family's killing me. pissing me off. if math aint going to kill me, my family would. everyone's scolding me for the freaking slightest reason. grrs. it's very irritating, i promise. there's this freaking bitch in here which is always getting me into trouble. well i dont want to use the word bitch but seriously, she's acting like one. i was already off the bloody phone, and there she went telling daddy that i was still on the phone. and i got the freaking scolding. well, HELLO THERE. i was on the phone cause i don't have math tuition, and i needed help from my friend. please, be more understanding. she came telling me that it wasnt her fault cause she didnt know i was already off the bloody phone. wth is this? nonsense la. if she wants to get me into trouble, just say la. she didn't have to use 'undercover' ways. this is really madness. now, i think it's time for me to get math tuition. i don't understand a lot of things. concepts. it's really making me go mad.
i need to get out of the house one day, to the beach, where i hear the waves. everything's peaceful. the sandy beach that is. the romantic scenery. i wouldnt be that stressed out anymore. i wanna watch a movie. i wanna go out. but the problem is, i don't have the time to. i'm too busy. there's too much homework. well, in this house. there wouldnt be peace. there's favoritism and biased-ness. hahaha. my spelling sucks. and there's spelling this friday. we're back in primary school.
whatever it is, everything's wrong. not in place. sec three life is difficult to live. it's not a time to play. there's only one word in upper sec world, study. people shop till they drop. well, students study till they go bonkers. hurhur. that was fun! hehehehe.
5 days have passed. it seems like a thousand years. but, i'm going to perservere. yupps. iris, don't leave me. hahaha. iris was funny. i told her i was messaging my friend overseas, and she said i was messaging the wrong person. she's a little weird today. and i don't know the reason why. i'm going to sleep soon. i've got to wake up early tomorrow.
there's history test on the 23rd and math test on the 25th. i have to do well. As and Bs. no Cs.
