it's a personality crash ;
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Monday, January 23, 2006
7:10 PM
today's monday. it's horrible going back to school i know. but somehow, i felt excited last night. the anxiety to get to school. oh my. i'm starting to adore school. people abhore school and i adore it. how wonderful. *CLAP CLAP CLAP* went to school this morning, and sad to say, i was the only one in class? like where did everyone go? how funny huh. hahahaha. A GAZILLION APOLOGISES FOR NOT WRITING YOUR LETTER MICHELLE AND AMANDA :D:D and that was it for the morning.
had prefects installaton. but in the end, it became some popularity thing. yeah. hahaha. like when the prefects we like came out, we started shouting and cheering them on. whoohooo. i saw my boyfriend today! LOVE YOU MAG (: <3! i am happy. i saw my nerd buddy! <3! hahahaha. i saw EVERYONE. yuppps. had P.E. i was excused today! sicksick. thats bad. hahaha. i neeed the chinese new year gooodies. hurhur. RECESS. i went with mag and agnes. cool aye? my sweetie number two and boyfriend for recess. LOVEYOUMUCHYMUCH <3! went to look for mrs choo. and she said to see her after school. and yeah, i was saved. cause i think i was supposed to do it but i couldnt find her on friday. so yupps. i can only get it done by wednesday? yupps. cause i have no idea what the whole thing is talking about. which is really bad.
chinese was after that. okay, i kinda got scolded for not bringing my worksheet. i didn't do. and dawn's impromptu was really good. though her sentence structure was rather bad, thats what she said. welll, she told me something today. and i seriously think that nothing is going to work. yupps. a math! i left logarithms. super fun. hahahaha. and i only have two more questions to complete! and i'm done for homework. YUPPPS. besides the fact that i have to do research for history and then complete my lit assignment which i would probably do by tomorrow. yeah. bio was okay today. more interesting. i think bio's super interesting. so i'm going to ace it. i better do so. (:
history! WHOOHOOO. my favourite! the laughing time. but there's seriousness. yupppps. went through SEQ answering today. and erm. the provisional government. yeah. them being bad to the people. something likethat. them continuing the war and not giving the people adequate land. that was fun. and apparently, when we were reading this article, there were two primary school kids shouting. SARAH TAN LALALALA. i dontknow what her chinese name, but it was so hilarious when mrs ng went out to ask them to not make so much noise at the corridors. and there were these two other primary school kids (again), outside the other side of the class, which means it's the canteen. yeah. when they saw mrs ng, they immediately bend down. hahahahah! super funnny. and mrs ng was like, OI! YOU WANT THEN JUST WALK LA. hahahahaha. DAMN FUNNY. we did work. and during history, my book fell and apparently it got wet! now i have to buy a new one. grrs.
TRAINING! i'm looking forward to trainings these few days. aint that good? :D:D iris took my handphone and wallet. and she tricked me once again. i knew it was with her. SMART! ((: elvina, iris, huierh and taugay were laughing in the bus. yesyes. and elvina's laughter was contagious. super please. she couldn't stop. the only thing i really laughed at was when elvina said, the instrument thing. i shant say. it would be TOOOO obvious ((: and i started laughing like shit. HAHAHAHAHA. not funny now. the panda joke also! EAT SHOOTS AND LEAVES! hahahahaha. super funnnny. ((: i have no idea why i cant spare pin 10. there's something wrong with me. i need to train. DURING CHINESE NEW YEAR, i would. yesyes. i better do so. before i get any worser. booohooo. lizhen sent me home. THANKS DEARIEH. (: <3! and halfway through the journey at sixth ave, WE SAW PAMMMEE! she was in the car. taugay spotted her first! HAHAHAHA. super funny. we winded down the window and we were like, HI PAMMEE! HI AUNTIE. hahaha. i saw auntie this morning. hahahaha. i waved to her, and she probably think i was mad. HEHEHEHE.
okay, now i'm in a really bad moood. maybe not bad mood. rather, sympathetic mood. i sympathise for someone. someone who is my friend, thats obvious. there's only a ONE WAY thing. why can't there be TWO WAYS? let me make it clear okay, it's not MYSELF i'm talking about. it's kind of sad. liking someone and the person doesnt like you back. and plus, you get teases and weird rumours get passed round in school. maybe not only in your school, but also in the school the person you like is in. it's really MEAN. i shall digress about it.
cheryl has been sad these few days. always listening to SHAN HU HAI. which makes me sad. teary eyes; cry it all out. you'll feel better. yeah right. it doesnt help. you'll just start crying and crying till your eyes swells. and the next day, when you're back at school, you wouldnt look goood. i'm stressed i know. school work. pressure. i can just collapse and just DIE there. fate doesnt like cheryl. LALALALA. okay. that was what tong said. fate doesnt like him too. HEHEHEHE. i'm being so mean. when there's an opportunity, i don't cherish it. and when it's lost, i cry and start to regret. but sometimes, it's reallly CANNOT HELP IT.
it's the 23rd of January today. and nothing seems to be happening. no surprise. no miracle. it wouldnt be like a month ago. 23rd of December. it was a really nice day.
never mind, i've promised to not think so much. yeah. leave everything in GOD'S HANDS. <3.
